failedmind
lonely
- Oct 31, 2024
- 206
about to order the rope. hanging was never my first choice but i've been researching a lot and i think ill get it right. started giving away things and notes are written. weird feeling. hope i can actually go through with it when it gets here. this decision will probably ruin my family, but the "think about your family and how they'll feel" talk doesn't help when youre too far gone. just fills you with even more guilt. life is too unbearable right now.