NoPoint2Life
Why is this so hard?
- Aug 31, 2024
- 890
Last year, I cried all summer and attempted to ctb Which clued in everyone I know as to how I was really feeling.Luckily I don't have a big family and no friends. I was hospitalized and then put in an IOP and I did feel somewhat better. Now I am incapable of crying this whole year. Probably due to meds. But I am also getting more angry . I'm starting to resent having to go through my current therapy. It's like why am I bothering? I will never be happy. But I live with my parents so they force me. I feel like it's hard to hide how angry I feel lately. It's just as exhausting as last year when I cried all the time and had to hide it from everyone. Does anyone else find themselves more angry at the world than sad?
