Genuinely how do I disappear for good?

[heliosthesun]

I want to die but I would rather my family thinks I'm missing. I know a lot are opposed to this but I have my reasons. Been looking for a method over the years that would keep my body from being found plus the least pain possible. Even dying in an accident will be tragic because fuck my family, I don't want a burial, I don't want to be remembered, I don't want their religious nonsense after I die, I don't want their fake tears and stupid questions on why I never said anything even though they've constantly ignored and looked down on me because of my mental health issues. I've been tired for the last 7 years, I don't have much going for me anymore and I've run out of money it makes me even more depressed when I have to go hungry to save. I turn 24 next month, I'll like to die at 23.

I just need a method, I'm from a third world country so not all plans are accessible/possible for me but I'm open to suggestions, I'd like to remain missing for at least a year or two, might take anyone like 2 months to report it since I don't get checked up on when I go offline

 

[getoutgirl]

Hi. I'm on the same boat. When you unlock private convos we can chat and I might help
It's way harder to plan a disappearance + suicide, a lot more to consider, and a lot of effort. Do you want to fully disappear forever or why would it be ok to be found in at least a year or two? Even if they identified you? Also, do you want to leave no trace whatsoever? just gone. Cos then they might make you a missing person, alert authorities and start an investigation. Which could end up tracing your steps if don't plan it enough and revealing the truth, which is a no no. If that's what you want it can be planned, but it's harder duh. However you are an adult and it's not a crime to go missing, you could leave a note stating clearly that you are moving abroad and do not want to be found. Faking it and making it clear to authorities that it is a voluntary decision and no chance foul play. Your family will then think that though.
It depends on how you want to do it and what you want.

As for methods and making sure the body is not found, the best I've thought of is water and land. Either sinking in an ocean or lake, or burying onself deep in the woods or in a remote place that could be easily covered. Both are posible, if comlpex. So is making it peaceful. Then again lots of planning and depends a lot on your situation.

I don't know if a month would be enough, maybe. Every birthday I've had in the past 5 years I promised myself would be my last, so I get it. Recently had my "last" one, maybe. As I said I'm around to help with this And Or listen to whatever you might be feeling or if you want to vent. Anything that makes that time until you decide to do it or not just a bit easier. Lots of hugs <3

 

[heliosthesun]

Thank you for this. Even if I gave no info and went missing, it would take at least a month before anyone took it serious enough to report. Law enforcement here probably won't have any leads to go off and might just believe I'm somewhere else.

The planning is my biggest hindrance so far. I've never swam before, so I'll probably fuck that up, idk how my body won't get discovered on land if I don't have an accomplice to cover it up. I'm inching towards doing something impulsive at this point because does anything really matter once I'm dead?

Hi. I'm on the same boat. When you unlock private convos we can chat and I might help
It's way harder to plan a disappearance + suicide, a lot more to consider, and a lot of effort. Do you want to fully disappear forever or why would it be ok to be found in at least a year or two? Even if they identified you? Also, do you want to leave no trace whatsoever? just gone. Cos then they might make you a missing person, alert authorities and start an investigation. Which could end up tracing your steps if don't plan it enough and revealing the truth, which is a no no. If that's what you want it can be planned, but it's harder duh. However you are an adult and it's not a crime to go missing, you could leave a note stating clearly that you are moving abroad and do not want to be found. Faking it and making it clear to authorities that it is a voluntary decision and no chance foul play. Your family will then think that though.
It depends on how you want to do it and what you want.

As for methods and making sure the body is not found, the best I've thought of is water and land. Either sinking in an ocean or lake, or burying onself deep in the woods or in a remote place that could be easily covered. Both are posible, if comlpex. So is making it peaceful. Then again lots of planning and depends a lot on your situation.

I don't know if a month would be enough, maybe. Every birthday I've had in the past 5 years I promised myself would be my last, so I get it. Recently had my "last" one, maybe. As I said I'm around to help with this And Or listen to whatever you might be feeling or if you want to vent. Anything that makes that time until you decide to do it or not just a bit easier. Lots of hugs <3k

 

[getoutgirl]

I'm probably making a post later today about what my plan would be about and how I'd plan to bury myself. Check it out if you want then.

I'd honestly wished you didn't have to be in the position to do that, or follow my steps, and that you could actually overcome the tremendous pain and struggles you are going through and that have brought you to this. But I would really prefer you think it through.
I get the call of the impulse when desperation is flooding you, but I don't think it is the right thing. If you can hang in there until you can figure it out in full please do, it's hard, but it is better, you can come share and vent here whenever if it makes it easier. Hugs <3