Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Denying peaceful death is such terrible extreme cruelty to me.
It truly is such terrible extreme cruelty to me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing so finally I can be at peace from the terrible suffering and torture of this painful, deeply undesirable existence.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more torture and suffering all for the sake of it in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just futile suffering.
It truly is just futile suffering to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel existence, in this existence so futile and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me, I could never see a point to any of this, it's all just so dreadful.

I'll just always see it as the most dreadful, terrible and torturous burden to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace from this existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for peace from all suffering.
To be at peace from all suffering is just all I could ever hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence, I just want to never wake again, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me.

All I want is to be free from all suffering, non-existence for me is just all that's desirable in this existence so painful and terrible that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, I just want to be gone, only in non-existence will I be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination.
It truly will always be an abomination that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this, to exist will always be the most torturous abomination and the suffering and torture of existing is endless.

It's all so terrible and cruel, I just want to erase this existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, tragic mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, terrible and torturous and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so painful for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

All I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything no matter what rather I just want to be gone, I just want to never be burdened with this painful, terrible existence ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing.