Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, cruel existence of torturous suffering and for me only non-existence could ever be positive.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence so terrible and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence is just always the problem, I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just should never be imposed.
It truly should never be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this pain and suffering as a result, no matter what I'll just always see this dreadful, cruel existence as the problem.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of tortuous suffering, to exist means to suffer and the suffering and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I suffer simply from waiting for death in this existence so cruel and torturous, all I want is peace from this futile, dreadful existence that just leads to decay and death anyway.

All I want is to never exist ever again, I just want this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake only non-existence can bring me any relief, I could never see any point to any of this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So terrible how existence just causes all this suffering.
It truly is just so terrible how existence causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing truly is endless, it's just all so terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this. Existence to me is always the most terrible, cruel mistake, to be free from all pain, torture and suffering is just all I see as desirable, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me and I'll always see it as so terrible how existence just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable.

I'd just never wish to exist, I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence and it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed, I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence that is just the most dreadful mistake to me that just causes all this pain and cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just only cause harm.
It truly does just cause harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for this harmful, torturous existence, all that existence ever causes is this harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence will always be the problem, existence just causes so much harm torturing existing beings all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist..

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just futile suffering.
It truly is just futile suffering to me with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so futile to exist, I could never see a point to any of this, all I want is to be gone and never be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence ever again.

I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me, I just hope for some peace from this deeply undesirable, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always see it as so futile to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence so torturous that just causes all this suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently free from this existence I'm always so tired of that I just always saw as a mistake, non-existence is just all I could ever wish for, only in eternal sleep will I be free from this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being conscious in this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being conscious in this existence and I'd just never wish for any of this, all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from this existence so torturous that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, all I want is to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be glad to never suffer again.
I truly would only be glad to never suffer again and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, only ceasing to exist could ever be positive for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being permanently unconscious free from the terrible, torturous burden of existing, I just hope to be gone, I just want to be free from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing.
I truly do always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing so finally I can be at peace from this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is to be gone, denying the option to never suffer again will always be such terrible extreme cruelty to me, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this terrible, dreadful existence that just never should had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There is just so much cruelty in existing and the suffering this existence causes is endless, it's just all so terrible and dreadful and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, I just want peace from this cruel, terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake.

Existence really is just so cruel, there's just so much cruelty in existing, it's just so terrible how existing beings are tortured as a result of this existence with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

 

[urgent]

Non-existence is all that could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that could ever be positive for me in this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering, I just want to peacefully cease existing and finally be free from the terrible suffering of this cruel, painful existence and for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to find peace from this existence so torturous.

I just want to be unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering which is why I always suffer so much from being so cruelly denied a death like falling asleep permanently, all I see as positive is finally being at peace from this existence that never should had been imposed at all.

I wish I could talk to you. I'm sorry your suffering. I agree with what you say and would like to know more about you. If you ever want to talk I'm unfortunately still here suffering and looking for a way out of this agony. I wish you the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to be free from this existence so torturous.
To be permanently free and at peace from this existence so torturous and terrible is just all I hope for and as long as I exist I really will just wish to never suffer again, I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

I'll just always see this torturous, dreadful existence as the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I want is to be free from it all, I just hope for true peace from this existence so dreadful that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrific how the torture can continue for so much longer.
It truly is so horrific to me how the torture of this terrible cruel existence can continue for so much longer with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and there's just so much torture in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existence is just so harmful, all that existence ever does is just cause all this pain and cruelty all for the sake of it, existence to me is just always an abomination and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence, I'll just always see this torturous existence as being the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence so terrible and cruel, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way and I'll just always see existing as just being dreadful, torturous suffering, all I want is the peace of non-existence, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to exist.
I'll just always see it as so torturous to exist and in this existence so dreadful and cruel only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want to be free from the torturous, cruel and dreadful burden that never should had been imposed.

Existence to me is just always the mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this painful existence of dreadful suffering that I just never would had chosen, nothing would ever make me wish for the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist saves me from suffering.
It truly does save me from all suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake as after all there are no disadvantages to never suffering again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

All I hope for is peace from this existence that I just never would had chosen that only ever causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this torturous existence truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this dreadful, terrible suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting to be free from all unnecessary suffering.
No matter what to be free from all unnecessary suffering is just all I hope and wish for, I just want some peace from the dreadful suffering of this torturous, painful existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want non existence to save me from all futile suffering, I could never see a point to any of this.

 

[urgent]

Only wanting to be free from all unnecessary suffering.
No matter what to be free from all unnecessary suffering is just all I hope and wish for, I just want some peace from the dreadful suffering of this torturous, painful existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want non existence to save me from all futile suffering, I could never see a point to any of this.

I'm suffering so much everyday I have to find a way to end this brutal pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence of futile suffering.
No matter what I really would just never wish for this torturous existence of futile suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence, I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain and suffering in this terrible, painful existence.
There is just so much pain and suffering in this terrible, painful existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for this existence so cruel and dreadful.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering of this terrible, painful existence, there's just so much pain in existing, only in non-existence when I'm free from all pain will I be at peace, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing for true peace.
No matter what true peace from this terrible, cruel existence really is all I could wish for and all I want is to be free from this existence of torturous suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence no matter what.

I'll just always see it as the most terrible, torturous burden to exist, to be free from all pain and suffering is just all I see as desirable, I'll just only be at peace in non-existence and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be free from the terrible mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, cruel existence and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of eternal sleep, all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful and harmful existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake ever again rather all I want is to permanently cease existing.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and to exist truly does mean to suffer, I just want peace from this existence so painful and dreadful, all I want is to never suffer again, I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always hoping to be saved from all suffering.
To be saved from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence so torturous and cruel is just all I hope for and is all I see as desirable, I just want peace from this existence so dreadful and futile that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me existing truly will just always be so torturous I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, only non-existence can solve everything for me and save me from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always and only wish to erase this torturous existence.
I truly will only wish to erase it, I just want some peace from this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this painful, dreadful existence, to be permanently at peace from all pain and suffering is just all I see as desirable, to be gone is just all I could ever hope for, non-existence for me is just all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in this painful existence.
There truly is just so much torture in existing with existing beings in agony every second and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is peace from this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me existence really is just always the problem, I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible existence and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish to be free from this existence of torturous suffering that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence erases everything.
It truly does which is why it's all I hope for, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and terrible, all I want is to be permanently unconscious and at peace from the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence that just tortures existing beings.

For me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive in this existence so terrible and dreadful, simply just existing is enough to make me want true permanent peace from the torture of this painful, dreadful existence, I just want to never suffer again, for me the only relief could ever lie in the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer and in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, to be free from this existence so dreadful and painful is just all I hope for.

I just want this existence of dreadful suffering to be all forgotten and erased for me, non-existence is just all I see as positive and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the true permanent peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and there is no more suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of existing.
I truly do always suffer so much and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from all the suffering, to exist really does mean to suffer and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering with existing beings tortured every second.

The suffering of existing is endless and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to be gone, I'll just always see this terrible, torturous existence as the problem no matter what.