Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of dreadful suffering that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence of torturous suffering, I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as an abomination, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous and harmful existence that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful, to me existing will always be torture and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all that existence does is just torture existing beings.

 

[stillbelow]

What do you mean by "whatever" here ?

i meant that its fine, i dont need an answer. Im just curious

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just always the problem.
It truly is just always the problem to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, existence is the problem that only non-existence can solve for me.

For me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I want is peace from this terrible, cruel existence, all I want is to be permanently free from all suffering, non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want some peace from the torture of this painful, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being burdened with this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence and in this existence of dreadful suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and is the only peace for me.

I'll just always see existence as the most cruel mistake and I'm always so tired of suffering, for me eternal sleep is just all that's positive, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the torture and suffering of this existence so dreadful and cruel, eternal sleep truly is all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will just always be only suffering.
It truly is just only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, cruel and torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, to exist truly does mean to suffer and all I want is to never suffer again.

All I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all torture and suffering and for me existing will just always be torture, I'll always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this existence of dreadful suffering, all that existence ever does is just cause harm torturing existing beings, the suffering of this painful, cruel existence truly is endless and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and terrible, I just want to never suffer ever again, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just all I see as positive.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this existence so cruel, I just want peace, I just want to never exist again, I just want this torturous existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always so terrible to me.
It truly is so terrible, all that existence ever does is just cause all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be free from this dreadful, torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

I just hope and wish to never exist again, for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to find peace from this existence so terrible and torturous, to exist truly does mean to suffer and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I could see as desirable is to never exist ever again.

 

[Spit On My Grave]

i meant that its fine, i dont need an answer. Im just curious

Most people here on this site are trying their best to reduce their data by writing SHORTER sentences because someone else is PAYING your bills here including maintenance, server hosting and data.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so undesirable to me.
No matter what I'll just always find it so undesirable to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous rather all I want is some peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, painful abomination of existence that just causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just want some peace, only non-existence is desirable for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible torture in existing.
There truly is just so much terrible suffering and torture in existing and I'll just always and only hope for non-existence, for me non existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence of terrible torturous suffering that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

All I want is peace from the terrible torture of existing, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel, painful existence as just being only suffering, I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.
It'll just always be the most terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, cruel mistake of existence that just causes all this pain, torture and suffering, I just want to never suffer again free from all suffering, I just want to be free from the terrible mistake of existence that only ever harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could ever see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so terrible, torturous and cruel, all I want is to be gone, I just want some peace from this deeply undesirable and torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want some peace, I'd never wish to suffer and I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this painful, cruel existence, to me existence will just always be a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the most dreadful, terrible abomination that just causes all this suffering, only non-existence is desirable for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the pain and suffering of this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this endless suffering, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting ceasing to exist to solve everything for me.
It truly is all I hope for in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, painful existence no matter what, all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence of dreadful suffering that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. Ceasing to exist solves everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this terrible, cruel existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this existence so torturous cruel and dreadful, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of dreadful suffering.

There's just so much suffering in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, simply just being conscious is torturous to me, I truly would never want to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only causes suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause harm and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence and to me existence truly is the most torturous, dreadful abomination that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I just want to be free from the pain and suffering of existing, I just want to never exist again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible cruelty in how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing.
There truly is just so much terrible cruelty in how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing so finally I can be at peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence.

To suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible burden to me, it's just so terrible how we exist in this reality where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I'll just always see anti-suicide as such horrific extreme cruelty, denying the option to cease existing painlessly truly does just lead to way more suffering and torture.

 

[Spit On My Grave]

I am blindly sure if you have to choose between writing an essay or helping someone dying on the street you would choose the first one because you are selfish miss.Existence

 

[SeekingSerenity]

I am blindly sure if you have to choose between writing an essay or helping someone dying on the street you would choose the first one because you are selfish miss.Existence

How exactly is this thread hurting you?

 

[FuneralCry]

I truly have suffered for so long in this existence so torturous.
I truly have suffered for so long in this existence so dreadful and torturous and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true peace from the torture and suffering of this terrible, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence so torturous and there's just so much torture in existing, it feels like I've suffered for so long and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake, there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing being at peace from all the suffering as positive.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing no matter what rather all I want is some peace, in this existence so terrible, cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as positive in this existence of torturous suffering.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this painful existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be permanently unconscious.
I truly do only hope to be permanently unconscious and at peace from this terrible, torturous existence, in this existence so dreadful and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence of torturous suffering and I'll just always find it torture to suffer in this existence, for me existence will just always be the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of this

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence rather all I want is to be gone, in this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist, I find it a burden to exist and to exist truly does mean to suffer, the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence truly is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true peace from this existence of dreadful torturous suffering that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always the most terrible mistake to me and in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace, existence is a mistake that just causes all this torture, cruelty and suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and dreadful and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible, cruel abomination to me that just causes all this dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of an eternal sleep is positive for me.
It truly is all I see as positive and I'll just always prefer to sleep permanently than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution in this existence so dreadful and cruel that just causes all this futile suffering. To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what I really will always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture and suffering of this painful, cruel existence and all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of dreadful torturous suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope for the true peace of non-existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so terrible and cruel that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much pain and suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much pain and suffering in existing and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want to be free from all torture, pain and suffering, I'll just always see this torturous, dreadful existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep and to exist truly does mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always hoping to erase this existence.
No matter what to erase this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence is just all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and painful rather all I want is peace. I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is always the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want it to be like I never suffered in this torturous existence at all and there's just so much pain, suffering and torture in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
It truly is just so futile to me, I'll just always see existing as being futile, dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I could never see a point to any of this, all I want is peace from this futile existence of torturous suffering.

I'll just always see existing as being only suffering, I just want peace from this existence so futile and dreadful, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence so terrible that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it.