Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to suffer in this existence.
I really will always find it so painful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain of existing rather all I want is some peace, there's just so much pain, cruelty and suffering in existing.

I'll just always find it so painful to simply be conscious in this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from this existence so painful that I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence will just always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain and suffering in this torturous existence.
There is just so much pain and suffering in this terrible, torturous existence and no matter what all I could ever hope for is peace from it all, I just want to be free from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence that only ever causes all this pain, cruelty and suffering.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from the pain of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace to me.
It truly is peace to me and I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from this torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much pain and cruelty in this dreadful, painful existence, all I want is to be gone.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence no matter what, all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution and is the only peace for me in this existence so terrible that just causes all this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer again.
I truly would only be relieved and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from this existence so terrible and torturous, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from the torture of this existence I just always saw as the most terrible dreadful mistake and there's just so much suffering in this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

Nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing and I'd only be relieved to never suffer again, existence to me truly is the problem and it's one only non-existence can ever bring me any peace from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence where this torturous existence is all gone, forgotten and no longer my problem truly is all I see as desirable, all I hope for is to never suffer ever again.

In this existence I just always saw as a mistake non-existence is just the only relief, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want peace from the torture of existing, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this pain and torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does always feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence so terrible, cruel and torturous and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is true permanent peace where all is gone and forgotten.

For suffer in this existence will just always be a terrible mistake to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and it always feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence so cruel and terrible, there's just so much pain in existing and I'll just always find it painful to exist, to me existence will just always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrible how a human can be tortured in this existence for so long.
It truly is so horrible to me how a human can be tortured in this existence for so long and no matter what I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace.

I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over being tortured in this terrible, dreadful existence and existing will just always be torture no matter what, to suffer in this existence will always feel like the most terrible undeserved punishment to me and there's just so much pain and suffering in existing, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always just be futile suffering.
It truly is just futile suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, I'll just always find it so futile to exist.

I'll just always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and all I want is peace from it all, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution, I just want to be free from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just always an abomination.
It truly is always an abomination that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so torturous and terrible that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

To me existing will always just be only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so cruel that just causes all this torture and suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is peace, I just want to be free from the abomination of existence, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all no matter what.
I truly would never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I want is permanent non-existence,I just want peace from the suffering of this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, ceasing to exist for me is the positive solution, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and cruel.

 

[Spit On My Grave]

I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all no matter what.
I truly would never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I want is permanent non-existence,I just want peace from the suffering of this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. For me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, ceasing to exist for me is the positive solution, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and cruel.

When the book is gonna be published?

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever tortures existing beings.
It truly does only ever torture existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this dreadful existence of endless suffering that only ever caused all this pain, I'll just always see existence as the problem, existence to me truly is the most terrible, dreadful mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

No benefit to suffering in this existence.
No matter what I could never see any benefit to suffering in this terrible, torturous existence rather I'll just always see existence as a mistake I just want peace from. All I want is to be free from this terrible, dreadful existence that only ever causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence truly is the most dreadful, cruel burden and it's one that just harms and tortures existing beings, I just want to be free from the torture of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, this existence truly never should had been imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence.
No matter what to me it'll just always be a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be free from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I just want to never suffer again, I just want non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from the terrible mistake of existence, it's just so terrible to me how this existence was imposed causing all this torture and suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just torturous suffering.
It truly is just torturous suffering, no matter what there could never be any point to any of this, it's just torturous dreadful suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence is just a terrible mistake to me, I'll always find it torturous to exist, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so terrible to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible to exist and simply just existing is enough to make me want to be permanently free from this existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I want is permanent peace from this terrible, torturous existence, I just want to be gone, I only hope to be free from all suffering in this existence I just always saw as an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is peace, I just want to be free from this existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

To me existing will just always be torture and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this harm all for the sake of it, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this existence, I just want to be free from the terrible torture of existing, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the most terrible, dreadful burden.
It truly is the most terrible, dreadful burden that just causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

In this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's just all so dreadful and all I want is to be free from it all, I just hope for peace from all the suffering.

 

[stillbelow]

Hello. Completely unrelated to anything about your posts, i just wanted to ask a question. What do "Solutions" mean for this site? The highest number someone has on here is 3, and not many people have one. Its intriguing.


Anyways, i sincerely wish you find the peace you desire.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being burdened with this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake rather I just want true permanent peace.

Eternal dreamless sleep is just all I see as positive and desirable, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me, I just hope and wish to be at peace from all pain and suffering, no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence, I just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this torturous, dreadful existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this torturous, dreadful existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so terrible and torturous to suffer in this existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings which is why non-existence is just all I see as positive, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find true permanent peace from the torture of this painful, deeply undesirable existence, I just hope to never suffer again, the suffering of existing truly is endless.

 

[Spit On My Grave]

wh

Hello. Completely unrelated to anything about your posts, i just wanted to ask a question. What do "Solutions" mean for this site? The highest number someone has on here is 3, and not many people have one. Its intriguing.


Anyways, i sincerely wish you find the peace you desire.

What Do you mean? By solution?

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
To me it truly could never be worth it and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, non-existence really is just all I see as positive and for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to find peace from the suffering of existing, no matter what this existence should never be imposed, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible, dreadful burden to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, existence to me is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

All I want is to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of this existence but of course I never should had suffered at all, only never suffering is true perfection to me, I just see it as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this pain and suffering as a result.

 

[stillbelow]

wh

What Do you mean? By solution?

When you press on someones user, for example funeralcry's, it says "Messages" then "Solutions" then "Reaction score". I just wanted to know what solutions meant. Maybe a bug fix or somehow fixing the site? Idk.

 

[Spit On My Grave]

When you press on someones user, for example funeralcry's, it says "Messages" then "Solutions" then "Reaction score". I just wanted to know what solutions meant. Maybe a bug fix or somehow fixing the site? Idk.

Do you think she is gonna respond to you ?
I asked here before this question, how your keyboard is still working after all these years of typing and smashing 1000 words every day??.
She ignored me.

 

[stillbelow]

Do you think she is gonna respond to you ?
I asked here before this question, how your keyboard is still working after all these years of typing and smashing 1000 words every day??.
She ignored me.

im new on here so idk anything about funeralcry, if they reply then thats great and if not its whatever

 

[Spit On My Grave]

im new on here so idk anything about funeralcry, if they reply then thats great and if not its whatever

What do you mean by "whatever" here ?

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to exist at all.
No matter what I'd just never wish to exist and I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, to me existing is just dreadful futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous dreadful existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, there truly is just so much pain, torture and suffering in existing and I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never be tortured in this existence again.
I truly would only be relieved, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering, I could only ever see non-existence as desirable.

All I want is to be permanently unconscious free from the suffering and torture of this terrible, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just hope to never suffer again, in this existence so cruel and futile only non-existence can bring me peace, existing to me will just always be torture, I'll always see it as the most torturous burden to exist.