Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is just always the problem to me.
No matter what I really will just always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes all this terrible, dreadful harm and suffering torturing existing beings, I'll just always see existence as a terrible, cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful existence, all I hope for is no more suffering.

I just want to never suffer again, I just want to erase this existence that just causes all this dreadful, terrible cruelty harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one so dreadful and cruel that just causes all this pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only causes dreadful suffering.
It truly does just cause dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, deeply undesirable and painful existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel, torturous existence as only suffering, I just want peace from it all, I just want this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake to be all forgotten and erased with no more pain and no more suffering, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much evil, suffering and torture in this existence.
There truly is so much suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always find it so terrible and torturous to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to erase this painful, cruel existence that just causes all this dreadful harm and suffering and the suffering of existing is endless.

All I want is some peace, I just wish to be free from the pain, torture and suffering of existing and there's just so much evil in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings, existence to me will just always be the problem no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just cause all this dreadful suffering.
It truly does just cause all this dreadful cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much on can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence no matter what, I just hope and wish to be gone.

I just hope to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous, deeply undesirable and cruel existence as just being only suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of the torture of existing, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for this terrible, dreadful evil existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering, in this existence so terrible and futile for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just hope to be permanently free from the torture of this deeply undesirable existence that just only ever causes all of this cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me in this existence so terrible and dreadful and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I just want to erase this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, I just want to never exist again, I'll just always see existing as just being dreadful unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence truly is the most terrible abomination to me that just causes all this cruelty, suffering and torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible cruel mistake to me.
It truly is just always the most terrible cruel mistake to me that just causes all his terrible, dreadful cruelty harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relied in this existence so cruel and dreadful that just tortures existing beings and I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly is the most terrible, cruel mistake to me that just causes all this terrible, dreadful suffering and torture, I just hope to erase this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that only ever harms and tortures existing beings, I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so evil that I just always saw as a mistake that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture and cruelty in existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, cruel and torturous existence as just being suffering all for the sake of it.

To suffer in this existence will just always be a mistake to me and I'd just never wish for any of this, in this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can bring me any peace, I just wish to be permanently free from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that just causes so much cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a mistake to be burdened with this existence.
I truly will always see it as a mistake to be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from all the pain and suffering of this deeply undesirable, cruel existence.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so painful and cruel that just causes all this unnecessary harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence is just always the problem and it's one that only non-existence can solve for me, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten truly is all I could hope for, all I want is to erase this terrible, dreadful and evil existence that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

I'll just always find it so torturous, terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is just always the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to never suffer ever again and the suffering of existing is endless, I just want all to be erased for me with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering and torture in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering and torture in existing and I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

All I want is peace from the suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

The torture of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this evil, torturous existence that just causes all this pain and harm, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.

I just suffer so much as a result of this futile, cruel existence, all I hope for is no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous, deeply undesirable and painful existence as just being suffering, I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence that only ever causes all this futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the dreadful suffering of existing.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I wish and hope to erase this existence that just causes all this cruelty and harm, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence of cruelty and suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful mistake ever again.

In this existence so painful and cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me, I just wish to be free from the torture and suffering of existing and I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that existence does is just torture existing beings, it's just all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and torture of existing, I just want to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture, cruelty and suffering in this existence.
There truly is which is just so torturous and dreadful, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, cruel existence as only suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.


I just want to never suffer in this painful, cruel existence ever again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of torturous suffering that just harms existing beings and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and dreadful, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes all this torture, cruelty and suffering.
It truly does only ever cause all this torture, cruelty and suffering, existence is just always a mistake to me and there's just so much evil in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existing as just being suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this torturous, cruel and futile existence, I just want to erase this existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all in this existence I just always saw as an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in this torturous existence.
There truly is just so much cruelty in this torturous, dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible, torturous and futile that just causes all this futile, unnecessary suffering, I truly will just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what to never suffer again in this dreadful, painful and cruel existence truly is all I could ever hope and wish for, I just want peace from the torture and suffering of this deeply undesirable existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, for my non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and torturous that just harms existing beings and causes them to suffer, I just want to erase this cruel existence, I just want to never exist ever again with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that can bring me any peace.
It truly is all that can bring me any peace from the terrible, dreadful suffering and torture of existing and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from this existence so cruel and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is to be gone, I just wish for some peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that just causes all this terrible, dreadful cruelty and suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I just want to erase this cruel, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes all this dreadful cruelty and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this dreadful, terrible cruelty and suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this painful, dreadful existence truly is an abomination to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing.

I just wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so dreadful and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always see it as as an abomination to exist, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is peace.

I just wish for peace from the cruelty and torture of existing and for me non- existence is just the only peace, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence that just caused me to suffer that I'm just always so tired of, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope for peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
No matter what I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering.

All I want is to erase this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only being suffering all for the sake of it, it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this dreadful existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this dreadful, terrible existence and I'd just never wish for the torture, pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

I just hope to be gone, in this existence so tortuous and dreadful that just causes all this pain and suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this futile suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hope to be gone.
No matter what non-existence truly is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence of unnecessary suffering that I just never would had chosen that I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existence will just always be an abomination no matter what and it's one that just causes all this cruelty and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want to erase this dreadful, harmful existence that just tortures existing beings, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always so evil to me.
It truly is just always so evil to me, all that existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful evil existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, in this existence so cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want to be free from the terrible, dreadful evil mistake of existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, painful existence that just causes harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than be tortured.
No matter what I truly will just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this futile, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing.

All I want is to erase this painful, deeply undesirable existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, in this existence so torturous and terrible non-existence is just the only relief for me and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of existing no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much dreadful suffering.
It truly does just cause so much dreadful cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so dreadful and torturous to suffer in this painful, cruel existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this harmful, cruel existence as only suffering, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful existence and there's just so much pain in existing, I just want to be gone, I just hope for peace from the torture of this futile, harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I'd just never wish for the torture, suffering and cruelty of this dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous, deeply undesirable existence as just being suffering, I just always suffer so much as a result of this harmful terrible existence.


Existence to me is just always the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want some peace from the torture and suffering of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just always the most terrible mistake.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this painful, cruel existence as just being only suffering.

In this existence so dreadful, painful, and undesirable non-existence is just the only peace for me, this existence really never should had been imposed, I just want peace from this dreadful existence of futile suffering, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel existence.