Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing is so deeply undesirable to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake, all I could ever hope for is to never suffer again, I just want peace from all the suffering in this dreadful, futile existence and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful to me, existence is just a torturous burden that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, to exist means to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this existence that was so tragically imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence that just tortures existing beings and the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing truly is endless, more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem.

All that existence does is just cause endless harm, torture and suffering, there truly is just so much evil in existing, I wish and hope to erase this painful, deeply undesirable and harmful existence that just causes and brings endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, existence to me will just always be an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so torturous and painful.
It truly is always so torturous and painful and I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, to suffer in this existence really is the most terrible abomination to me and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone.

I just wish for peace from the terrible mistake of existence, there's just so much suffering in existing and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, all that existence does is just cause endless amounts of harm, cruelty and suffering, the suffering of existing really is endless, it's just all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes all this pain and suffering.
This torturous, cruel existence truly does just cause all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence that just causes harm, existence truly is always the problem to me and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone, I wish to erase this dreadful, torturous existence, as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just wish for peace from all the cruelty, pain and suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want to be free from this painful existence of unnecessary suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as such a terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone from this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just never would had chosen, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, all that existence does is just cause cruelty and suffering and I'd never wish to suffer at all, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always so undesirable to me.
It truly is always so undesirable to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and dreadful.

I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, I just want to be gone from this existence that just causes harm and suffering and there's just so much harm and suffering in existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause so much harm and suffering, all I want is peace from this harmful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again, existence truly is the problem to me.

I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, existence really is an abomination to me, I just want to be gone from it, for me ceasing to exist is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, only in non-existence willI be at peace from the pain, suffering and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this torturous existence and for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake ever again.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this dreadful existence of torturous suffering, existence is just always a terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen that I just always saw as the most dreadful, terrible burden.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is just always the most cruel mistake to me that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just hope to be free from this dreadful, futile and deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering, all I want is to be gone, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence and I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and I just wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I'll always see existence as the problem.

All that existence does is just cause all this suffering all for the sake of it, this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me, I just want to erase this torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, painful existence and there's just so much suffering in this existence that I just never would had chosen, to suffer in this existence will just always be so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the problem to me.
It truly will always be the problem to me and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful, torturous and cruel I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.

To be permanently free from this existence of unnecessary suffering is just all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, this existence I always saw as the true problem should just never had been imposed at all and there's just so much suffering in existing, the existence of life will always be the most terrible, devastating tragedy to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting for death.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Never existing would had saved me from so much suffering in this existence so torturous and unnecessary that I just never would had chosen, for me only never suffering at all is true perfection, I just wish and hope for the peace of non-existence where the abomination of existence is all gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to suffer in this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is some peace from the terrible, cruel mistake of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

It's just all so cruel, terrible and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just want to erase this existence I just never would had chosen, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to suffer.
No matter what I really would just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from the pain and suffering of existing.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I'll always see the existence of life as the most devastating, terrible tragedy, there truly is just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, all I want is to erase this existence and finally be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so terrible to me.
It truly is all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for this painful, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want peace from this dreadful, terrible existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous, futile existence, I wish for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence that was so tragically imposed causing and bringing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in this torturous, dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence will always just be an abomination to me, I just want to erase this existence.

I wish for no more suffering and to exist really does mean to suffer, all that existence does is just torture existing beings, it's all so dreadful and terrible and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and all that existence does is just cause harm, to suffer in this reality is the most terrible, undeserved punishment to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what I really will always prefer the peace of non-existence over this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is just always an abomination to me and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

In this existence so terrible and dreadful I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, peace from it all is all I could ever hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is suffering prevention for me.
It truly is suffering prevention for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way, there is no suffering in an eternal sleep where this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence is all gone and forgotten which is all I hope for.

I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this painful, torturous existence, I just want to prevent all suffering through ceasing to exist, for me non-existence would solve everything and is just all I see as positive, all I could ever hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I just wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this torturous, dreadful existence.
I truly just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, in this existence so dreadful and cruel non-existence is just all I see as desirable and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace from the suffering.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, suffering and harm, for me non-existence is just all I could ever hope for, I just wish for true peace from the abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes so much harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause so much harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so terrible and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be permanently at peace.


I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer, I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible tragedy, there's just so much suffering and cruelty in this existence I just always saw as a cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, suffering and torture and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing.

I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see this deeply undesirable existence as only suffering, all that existence does is just torture existing beings, this existence truly never should had been imposed and it's just so terrible how it was, all that existence does is just cause harm, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish for peace from the terrible mistake of existence, I just want to cease existing.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'll just always see this existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, for me non-existence is the only positive solution, I'll always find it so torturous to exist, every second is torture to suffer in this existence and I just wish that more than anything this existence was never imposed, it's so terrible and horrible how humans cause all this suffering by imposing this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the most terrible mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, all I want is peace from it all, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence.

No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence that just causes all this harm, suffering and cruelty was even imposed at all, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

The torture and suffering of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, I just want peace from all the pain and suffering of this torturous existence.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings, it's all so horrific to me, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, existence to me is just so evil, it just causes harm and suffering with existing beings in agony every second, I really will just always prefer to peacefully not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, all that existence does is just cause harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does just cause so much pain and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this painful, cruel existence no matter what.

There truly is just so much pain and suffering in this cruel existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable, I just want to never suffer again, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for peace from this evil existence.
No matter what peace from this evil existence truly is all I could wish and hope for and I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all I could ever hope for in this existence so evil and dreadful and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just want to erase this existence, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, for all to be gone and forgotten truly is all I see as desirable, non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive in this existence that only ever caused me to suffer that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being so cruelly denied the option to never exist again.
I truly do always suffer from being denied the option to never exist again so finally I can be at peace, it's just the most horrific world where painless, guaranteed death is denied for me.

I just want to never suffer again, it's just always so unbearable to exist in this horrific anti-suicide world where there's all this endless cruelty, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's just so horrible and dreadful to me how the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what as all I want is some peace, all I hope for is no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just always suffer so much as a result of the terrible mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of existing and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence.

It's all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so dreadful, I jus hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence that there was never a need for, only non-existence is positive to me, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can solve everything for me.