Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'd just never wish for the pain, torture and suffering of existing, all I want is peace from the torture of existing and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to be free from the torture of this cruel, dreadful existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to never suffer ever again is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake, I just want to be free from the torture and suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing truly is just only suffering.
It truly is just only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel, dreadful existence as just being only suffering.

In this existence so dreadful non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for the terrible torture of existing, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is the most torturous, cruel burden.
It truly is the most torturous, cruel burden to me and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

To suffer in this existence will always just be an terrible mistake to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be permanently free from the torture of existing, I just want to never suffer ever again, I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this painful, torturous and dreadful existence that just harms existing beings and causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and torturous and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing no matter what, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me, all I want is to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this harm and torture as a result, to suffer in this torturous existence is just always so terrible to me, all I want is peace from the pain, suffering and torture of this deeply undesirable, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist would be suffering prevention for me.
It truly would be suffering prevention for me in this existence so torturous and cruel, all I want is peace from the torture of existing, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel tragic mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is peace from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence of dreadful suffering the peace of non-existence is all I could ever hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me.
I truly do always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture it existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what and there's just so much evil in existing, all I want is peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing.

To me existence truly is always the problem and it's one that just causes all this suffering, I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to just peacefully cease existing so finally I can be at peace from the terrible, dreadful mistake of existence that just harms and tortures all these existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much dreadful suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much dreadful suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, painful existence.

In this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of torturous suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from the terrible torture, cruelty and suffering of this existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful existence, I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does always feel like I've suffered for so long in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the torture, cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture of existing.

All I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings and for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so torturous and harmful, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish for no more suffering, in this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings non-existence is all I hope for, I truly have suffered for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, to me non-existence is just all I could ever hope for and all I want is peace from the terrible suffering of existing.

I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous, cruel existence as just being only suffering, I just wish and hope for peace from the terrible, torture of existing and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as being futile unnecessary suffering, non-existence is just all that could ever bring me peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep, for me eternal sleep is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and dreadful, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish to be permanently free from the terrible torture, cruelty and suffering of existing, I'm just always so tired of it all, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, for me only ceasing to exist could ever be positive, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so undesirable.
It truly is just so undesirable in every way and I'd just never wish for the suffering, torture and cruelty of this dreadful existence, I just want to never suffer ever again and in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence I'd just the only peace for me.

I see nothing desirable about being burdened with this existence that just causes all this pain and suffering that to me will always be such a terrible mistake, there's just so much suffering in existing, no matter what this existence of dreadful suffering should just never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace from the suffering and torture of existing in non- existence, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful non-existence is just all I see as positive and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

To be at true permanent peace from all torture and suffering is just all I see as desirable, all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from the suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for this existence to be erased.
No matter what for this existence to be erased really is all I could ever hope for, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more torture and no more suffering and I'll just always see this terrible, dreadful existence as only suffering.

All I want is for all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I just hope for peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible and tragic mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this dreadful existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to be conscious of anything.
No matter what I really would just never wish to be conscious of anything at all and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, torturous existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and terrible that just causes all this dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be permanently unconscious with this existence all gone and forgotten, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just the most terrible mistake.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is some peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with this existence all gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence that just tortures existing beings and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from the terrible suffering of existing, no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much evil in this cruel existence.
There truly is so much evil in this cruel, terrible existence and no matter what I'd just never wish for the pain and torture of this deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from the suffering and evil of this torturous existence.

In this existence so dreadful non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just wish for peace from the terrible pain, suffering cruelty and torture of existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing ceasing to exist as desirable.
No matter what for me only ceasing to exist could ever be desirable and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from the suffering and torture of this cruel, dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous painful existence as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, painful existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, all I want is peace from the torture and cruelty of this torturous existence that just harms existing beings, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from the terrible suffering of this dreadful existence.
To be free from the suffering of this torturous existence is just all I see as desirable and as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope for peace.

All I want is to be free from the terrible suffering and torture of existing, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want some peace from the suffering and torture of this painful, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should be and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, no matter what peace from the abomination of existence truly is all I could ever hope for.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence that just harms existing beings and just causes all of this torture, cruelty and suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me no matter what and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.
I really do always suffer and I'll just always see this terrible, dreadful existence as just being only suffering, no matter what all I'll ever hope and wish for is to be permanently free from the terrible suffering and torture of existing.

I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me, all I want is to be free from the terrible mistake of existence, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, painful existence.

 

[Morte]

Is there anything you think about besides death? I apologize if I seem rude, it's just a question without any ill intention

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope to sleep permanently, all I want is peace from the suffering and torture of this terrible, dreadful existence.

I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace, I just wish to be free from all suffering and torture, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, for me eternal sleep truly is the only relief, I just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm and I'd just never wish for this harmful, torturous and dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be free from the terrible torture, cruelty and suffering of existing.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and harmful, and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, I just want peace from the suffering of existing and I'll just always see existing as just being dreadful torturous suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much torture in existing.
There truly is just so much torture in existing and I'd just never wish for the torture of this torturous, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so cruel and dreadful, all I want is peace.

I just wish to be free from the terrible, dreadful suffering of existing where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to exist truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, only non-existence could ever be positive to me no matter what, I just want true permanent peace from the torture and cruelty of existing, I just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to exist.
No matter what I'd just never wish to exist, I'd just never wish for the pain, torture and suffering of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence that just causes all this torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace.

Non-existence is all I hope for and simply just existing is enough to make me want to be permanently unconscious, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrific to me how there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
It truly is so horrific how there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace.

In this existence so painful non-existence is just all I see as desirable and there's just so much suffering in existing, all that existence ever does is just harm and torture existing beings all for the sake of it and the suffering of existing truly is endless, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to never suffer again, only in non-existence will I be at peace and safe from the suffering and torture of this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so terrible and torturous.
It truly is just so terrible and torturous causing existing beings to suffer with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this harm.

To me existence truly is an abomination, I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to suffer in this existence so painful and dreadful and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as only suffering.
I truly will always see this torturous existence as only suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing, to suffer in this existence is just always a terrible mistake to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from.

All I want is no more suffering, I just want peace from the terrible torture, pain suffering and cruelty of existing, there truly is just so much suffering in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just wish and hope for peace from the pain and suffering of existing.

 

[no mas]

I wrote the following last week. Think this might be something worthy of creating. Wish someone would do it, or collectively people here and elsewhere all around the world would contribute to making it happen, like a giant go fund me.

Food for thought. Shouldn't there be some place, even a special Island (natueal, artificial, or even a platform) in International Waters which is its own Independent MicroNation (similar to Principality of Sealand). It should be somewhere accessible whereby a controlled, monitored, peaceful passing is specifically catered to all those holding a reservation as a 'short term' guest, lol. A few options as per methods ie. Sarco, Drugs ie. Nambutal, Etc. Etc. should be on the Menu. Changes to and/ or withdrawals from selection prior to a push of a button, flip of a switch, etc. should be 100% accommodated (maybe a added small fee). After a passing is certified by a couple of doctors then the body can be dealt with accordingly. Maybe returned of the way by which it had arrived, ie plane/helicopter, boat/jet ski, etc,.for traditiona burial, or cremated (on sight), donated, sunken, chopchum, or maybe sent up sky high in helium balloon. And for the gory types even chopped for chum...yikes! etc. This way no laws, or rules, or customs of any nation state, nor religious zealots should be able to interfere with ones wishes.

What are your thoughtd?

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish for the terrible torture of this painful, deeply undesirable existence, to suffer in this existence is the most dreadful, torturous burden.

It's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I want is to be permanently free from the suffering, torture and cruelty of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be permanently unconscious of this existence so torturous and terrible, I just hope and wish to be free from the torture of existing.