Venting General thread for my vents about not wanting to live anymore

[brokenspirited]

Existing is so futile to me, it's just waiting to die, non-existence is all I hope for.

 

[brokenspirited]

Perhaps the only cruelty greater than existence itself is this insistence that we must celebrate it.

 

[brokenspirited]

In the depths of my heart, I know that only nonexistence can set me free.

 

[brokenspirited]

In this existence full of suffering, thinking of nonexistence brings me so much comfort.

 

[brokenspirited]

With every heartbeat I feel the weight of an existence I never asked for.