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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
163
i did down a bottle of nyquil tbf, but i tried hanging last night and when i started to feel like im dying, i started gagging and throwing up

is this normal
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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You might want to try adding some padding to your rope. You should be able to close off the carotids without much pressure on the front of your neck. I had a bit of pressure on the front of my neck and a slight urge to gag but I was also wearing a bite-guard that was probably a tiny bit too big for my mouth. Trying taking slow, deep breaths through your nose to help with the urge to gag. Also do not drink an entire bottle of NyQuil. :wink:
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
atp, just use nitrogen or helium, it's easy to find, I'm sorry, I can't say anymore than that cuz I don't know if I am allowed to help people CTB here or not.
 
tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
163
atp, just use nitrogen or helium, it's easy to find, I'm sorry, I can't say anymore than that cuz I don't know if I am allowed to help people CTB here or not.
can you dm me where to find that please
You might want to try adding some padding to your rope. You should be able to close off the carotids without much pressure on the front of your neck. I had a bit of pressure on the front of my neck and a slight urge to gag but I was also wearing a bite-guard that was probably a tiny bit too big for my mouth. Trying taking slow, deep breaths through your nose to help with the urge to gag. Also do not drink an entire bottle of NyQuil. :wink:
ah okay ill do that

i was tryna knock myself out quicker, i took prescription pain pills, prescription muscle relaxers and the nyquil
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,013
The mix of the nyquil and the pressure on your neck definitely would cause you to gag and puke.
 
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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
163
The mix of the nyquil and the pressure on your neck definitely would cause you to gag and puke.
yeahhh, ima drop the nyquil

unfortunately i used the last bit of my pain pills with that attempt so im kinda lost now
 

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