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willyoucrywhenIdie

willyoucrywhenIdie

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Aug 12, 2025
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Fuck lies. Fuck bullshit. Fuck pretending. Fuck putting up an act. Let's be real if it was so good, we wouldn't have to try to maintain that. It would be just good on its own. Fuck yeah mornings suck. Fuck yeah most of us hate even waking up at all. Man we're counting down the hours just to find peace. This world is crazy though. Filled with all sorts of bullshit. Disease, poverty, infidelity, betrayal and loss. And before you come at me with that "you're only focusing on the bad stuff" shit let me cut that BS short right now, I ain't. I recognize things can be enjoyable. I get it. Drugs. Sex. Watching a favorite show. Listening to some good music. But you gotta realize the bad shit outweighs the good shit and basically ruins the entire game for everybody before they even play.

Most relationships fail. Most marriages end in divorce or suicide. Most friendships never last till the end. Everything eventually becomes a memory. I know that's just life and that's my point. What I'm tryna say is I don't care to get up or pretend that I will ever be the 0.00001% percent that makes it. And I'm surely not spending my waking existence tearing myself apart attempting the impossible. Nah. Cuz the good things aren't for most of us. Out of reach and unrealistic. Most of us will grind for some low paying or mid paying job and count the days until every weekend then retirement. Then wonder when the fuck were gonna not wake up at all. Maaaan what a circle jerk
 
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Abyss Dweller

Abyss Dweller

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Jul 29, 2025
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I don't think a nihilistic approach to life is wrong or bad. It also doesn't necessarily have to mean sadness or other bunch of negative emotions.
You can be like "life is meaningless and that's it" or "life is meaningless and thats okay" and then just go about your day.
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

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Oct 12, 2024
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The things you also mentioned like drugs or sex or music/etc will always give you happiness because of the way the brain works to give you feel good chemicals. In reality it's really hard to consider life as a happy thing without feeding the brain what it wants. I don't want to play biology's game personally.
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
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people insist on me being alive, but at what cost. my life is garbage, i hate it everyday and i wait for it to end. its quality over quantity, but we live in a world...
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
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BUMPING THE FUCK OUT OF THIS POST BECAUSE YOU AINT LYING
 
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