Fuck it

[Noonespecial]

I successfully pushed away the one person that actually gave a shit which is what I always do. Kind of don't even care anymore if they're the one that finds me and that's what was stopping me before. Taking the SN tonight and hopefully that will be it.

 

[one4all]

I'm sorry things ain't working out for you. Is your roommate out of the house?

 

[lmroch]

I successfully pushed away the one person that actually gave a shit which is what I always do.

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[Noonespecial]

I'm sorry things ain't working out for you. Is your roommate out of the house?

Nope but like I said I don't care anymore

 

[one4all]

Nope but like I said I don't care anymore

Hopefully you won't be disturbed for several hours then. Are you just doing sedatives with the SN, or taking anything else?

 

[Soul]

@Noonespecial, I'm sorry you're in pain, but please bear in mind that sn takes a while to work. If there's someone else in the house who could find you unconscious and call medical personnel, that's probably not going to improve your situation. Please be careful. Don't rush into this.

 

[akrasia]

I can tell you're in a great amount of pain. I wish I could tell you that it would get better but I don't know your life. All I could say is, think about this. Choosing to ctb is a big decision to make and it shouldn't be impulsive.
I wish you the best in whatever your decision is.

 

[whereispeace]

I hope you find peace. I'm thinking about taking my SN tonight too, but it's a struggle for me. I keep procrastinating.

 

[one4all]

I hope you find peace. I'm thinking about taking my SN tonight too, but it's a struggle for me. I keep procrastinating.

I feel actually what you are saying.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry life is really bad for you. I wish you peace in whatever you decide.