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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
Hotel room 4 sn drinks, drink alcohol a bit just for si, a litle.benzos, metoclopramide next. 17226529783468012819772901595260
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
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I'm sorry I didn't get to know you. May your journey be gentle. If you change your mind, you know where we are. ❤️❤️
 
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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
Clonazepam already didnt work, will take meto now, i will nor take elepahnt doze before drinkong sn
17226531684886157588151880662652 in my country everyrhing is so ez to get for sn lol, this is the antiemetic, metoclopramide
I will turn netfliz on tv so any sounds are kind of repressed
I will turn netfliz on tv so any sounds are kind of repressed
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
241
Wishing you good luck and peace 💜
 
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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
We're all gomna die anyway, life only is worth living if you enjoy it or thinks there is some deep meaning to yoi existence ,which i dont believe at all. Im sorry for my parents and closed ones, but i got as far as I could. Mods desable account for me, i'll only close the privatr tab.
 
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TryAndStopMe

Oblivion is preferable.
Jul 21, 2024
11
I hope this was thought through and talked about since you joined here in 2020.
Find peace friend
 
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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
I'm even curious about death rigght now to be honesf, lets disxover what lies veyond f his plane, my probable theory, total emptyness
I hope this was thought through and talked about since you joined here in 2020.
Find peace friend
Yeah but i only returned in june this year, so yeah, a lot of.time to.think, also gettinf everything ready really puts you in a reflective. Story too long to explain, search for post history if you want some context
 
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dolemitedrums

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2024
449
If this is it, I hope you have a peaceful journey. If you have a last minute change of heart, I will be happy to see you around tomorrow.
 
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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
My doubt right now is when to take all this crushed dizepamz i alr3ady am kind of dizzy with clonazepam, i think i will wait some time after drinking the sn to take the diazepam
If this is it, I hope you have a peaceful journey. If you have a last minute change of heart, I will be happy to see you around tomorro
I fewl you, we always root for life , but I had a life, 28 years of it, much more than some people, so i ezperienced existence, i just dont see fhe path foward and im at peace, only hurting family and close friends is what bothers me
 
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mrnamoshi

mrnamoshi

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Mar 29, 2024
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safe journey, see you on other side (if any)!
 
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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
Theres mode people dead than alive, even who wmats to live havd no choice, in fhe snd, cfb is not so much consequencial, hurting parents sucks though


If anyone wants to listen as partner
 
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Wackstar

Wackstar

May we meet again
Jul 21, 2022
26
Are you still here?
probably got knocked out by the benzos before he could down the SN if I had to guess, either way I wish you the best of luck @EternalSummer
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
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probably got knocked out by the benzos before he could down the SN if I had to guess, either way I wish you the best of luck @EternalSummer
Seems accurate with what OP shared. I wish OP all the best.
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
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Good luck and may peace with you 🤍
 
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EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
275
Gonna drink the sn now, adios
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
739
I hope you find peace. 🫂
 
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Ariii

Ariii

Student
Oct 29, 2023
137
Wishing you the best, I hope you find peace <3
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I hope you find the peace you search for. Rest easy ❤️
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
Goodbye, my fellow suffering friend. May you find eternal peace that you're looking for.
 
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Nefera

Nefera

Member
Jun 30, 2024
55
Uma pena que tenha chegado a isso, espero que você esteja bem onde estiver...
 
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Zanmato

Zanmato

Student
Apr 4, 2024
153
I envy your courage!
Hope you find your peace
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,897
Well, its been 4 hours
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,009
Farewell and best wishes.
 
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Sethy

Member
Aug 24, 2023
35
I respect your decision, but also if you need some help or find solutions, we can talk. Please don't do anything in rush. I am here for You if you need. CTB should be the last option.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you have found peace! :heart:🕯️
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,467
Wherever you are now I hope you have all the peace, contentment and love anyone could ever wish for. Hugs ❤️❤️
 
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