Venting Fuck I need to go sooner than later

[lameemo]

Of course I post a vent in a subreddit that's pretty good about that. It's for venting and complex trauma. Yet I get told I'm selfish and entilited for being upset my siblings never even tried to emotionally help me through my trauma. I'm disabled and they were all 25+, I get they have their own lives but they could have called.


Do they have too, no they don't. Am I allowed to be fucking upset about it, yes. It doesn't make me entilited for being upset. But I hate this goddamn world and the sick folks the habor it. I posted that cause I was drowning. I needed advice to keep myself together so I didn't unsafely try to CTB today and of course. A redditor ruins my fucking day. I know now to only vent here.

But I'm just so upset, I know it was prolly just a troll. Usually I wouldn't give a shit but I crashed out on him, and now I just feel so fucked up.

 

[LastNite]

Redditors are mostly 50-70 year olds who are always in a bad mood and think that everyone else should suffer because of it.
Rule of thumb, never use reddit for venting. SaSu is far better for mental health related topics.

 

[lameemo]

Redditors are mostly 50-70 year olds who are always in a bad mood and think that everyone else should suffer because of it.
Rule of thumb, never use reddit for venting. SaSu is far better for mental health related topics.

100% I've learned that now, you guys are so much nicer.

 

[sugardust]

as a 20 year old i can tell you that you need to rely on other people than your siblings. they have their lives too and it must be exhausting for them to take care of a family member while being in their twenties
that's also the reason why i am considering ctb i hate being a burden

as a 20 year old i can tell you that you need to rely on other people than your siblings. they have their lives too and it must be exhausting for them to take care of a family member while being in their twenties
that's also the reason why i am considering ctb i hate being a burden

also the reason why i wanna ctb, im tired of burdening everybody

 

[lameemo]

as a 20 year old i can tell you that you need to rely on other people than your siblings. they have their lives too and it must be exhausting for them to take care of a family member while being in their twenties
that's also the reason why i am considering ctb i hate being a burden

also the reason why i wanna ctb, im tired of burdening everybody

Me personally I never really relied on my siblings as they never given me anything to ever rely on. I would love to rely on a support system. Sadly I don't have one I only have my bf. I'm a burden to him for sure. I honestly don't think I wanted them to care for me as in take care of me. I wanted them to care for me as in a normal sibling way. Idk I just wanted my abuse not supported constantly.

But yeah idk I also feel like if I did have sibling support, even just a bi weekly check in. I wouldn't be in such a tight spot yk