Venting “Friends” won’t fucking leave me alone

[TechyLikesStars]

Holy shit, I can't keep this up. I already have my unbearable family to put up with and I have to put up with my ignorant fucking friends from high school constantly bitching and criticizing me. I can't even fucking be alone because these assholes will always force me to hang out with them, and only spend the whole time fucking with me until I break. Fuck fuck fuck you. Fuck you. The only friends I have are ones that gladly tell me to my face I should keep cutting myself. That if I killed myself nothing would change, or that hell, it'd benefit the world. Fuck you. You're all talented and loved by countless people. What the fuck do I have. Stop fucking touching me. Stop fucking hitting me. I hate all of you. I hope you all die before I do. Fuck you and I hope this world gives me kinder people before I commit. You're all useless ignorant fucking bastards. Thank you for contributing to a majority of my trauma and depression and facing zero repercussions other than your lives being ultimately better than mine in every way, and leaving me to have to deal with the fucking useless and helpless person you turned me into it. Fuck off

 

[justanotherfailure]

I'm sorry you have to deal with that kind of family. I hope you can find happiness somewhere in this world - because there is happiness can be found - but I don't blame you for wanting to ctb. Maybe you're not the most gifted or special person in the world, but you are a person and every person deserves to live a happy life if they want