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angelalexandra

angelalexandra

girl with a caustic halo
Apr 26, 2025
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one of my really close friends was going to try CTB tonight ive talked her out of it but im so so scared shes going to try make an attempt soon and i feel like such a hypocrite when im actively planning my own death. i dont think id be able to live in a world without her and its so selfish that i want her to stay around but keep trying to hold onto her anyway.
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
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one of my really close friends was going to try CTB tonight ive talked her out of it but im so so scared shes going to try make an attempt soon and i feel like such a hypocrite when im actively planning my own death. i dont think id be able to live in a world without her and its so selfish that i want her to stay around but keep trying to hold onto her anyway.
im so sorry... I think it's totally normal to be sad or scared about CTB from someone you love. I don't think you're a hypocrite.

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white_car

Member
Dec 22, 2024
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I don't think you're a hypocrite either... These are not trivial questions, so it's normal to feel conflicted... Do,'t be too harsh on your self.
 
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