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notevenhere

notevenhere

Ghost Angel
Apr 27, 2023
135
i won't share the website but it does have an app— as opposed to like, my benzos that i got from the neurologist because of my condition and the SN from an actual lab website who does lab stuff — i got them all locally and is 100% it's good.

what i am missing is meto — i found donperidone but it doesn't work on the blood brain barrier and more in the gut. metoclopramide actually tricks your brain to not throw up. i found one but i am so suspicious if you know what the "orange" app is and you're from southeast asia please dm me so we can discuss this i dont wanna drop brand names or app names or site names…..
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
If you're in EU, try telehealth (sorry I won't share the source but it's easily findable with Google). Mine is from Portugal but I don't trust asian products (sorry for asian people, it's not against you).
 
notevenhere

notevenhere

Ghost Angel
Apr 27, 2023
135
If you're in EU, try telehealth (sorry I won't share the source but it's easily findable with Google). Mine is from Portugal but I don't trust asian products (sorry for asian people, it's not against you).
sadly i live in southeast asia, i found my sn locally with certificate but its trusted and it's totally fine! its illegal to have plan b pills here so the chinese and viet brands they sell also freak me the hell out and had to source those from womenonweb which is uk based, it took 3 months to arrive, 70€ but in prime condition — idk about the quality because i've never been pregnant but if i can do that for meto too that would be godsend, i'm not sure if it will show up for me as im from southeast asia but ill try a vpn and see where google takes me, thank you!
 
T

T.H

Member
Sep 22, 2025
6
i won't share the website but it does have an app— as opposed to like, my benzos that i got from the neurologist because of my condition and the SN from an actual lab website who does lab stuff — i got them all locally and is 100% it's good.我不会分享网站,但它确实有一个应用程序,而不是像我从神经科医生那里得到的苯并酮,因为我的病情和从一个真正的实验室网站上得到的SN,他们做实验室的东西,我在当地得到它们,100%是好的。

what i am missing is meto — i found donperidone but it doesn't work on the blood brain barrier and more in the gut. metoclopramide actually tricks your brain to not throw up. i found one but i am so suspicious if you know what the "orange" app is and you're from southeast asia please dm me so we can discuss this i dont wanna drop brand names or app names or site names…..我发现了多潘立酮,但它对血脑屏障不起作用,对肠道不起作用。甲氧氯普胺能让你的大脑不呕吐。我找到了一个,但我很怀疑,如果你知道"orange"应用是什么,而且你来自东南亚,请发邮件给我,以便我们讨论这个问题。我不想遗漏品牌名称、应用名称或网站名称。
From china, considering if I could be helpful on the orange app来自中国,考虑到它可能对橙色应用程序有帮助
 
itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

At Peace
Jun 13, 2024
86
i won't share the website but it does have an app— as opposed to like, my benzos that i got from the neurologist because of my condition and the SN from an actual lab website who does lab stuff — i got them all locally and is 100% it's good.

what i am missing is meto — i found donperidone but it doesn't work on the blood brain barrier and more in the gut. metoclopramide actually tricks your brain to not throw up. i found one but i am so suspicious if you know what the "orange" app is and you're from southeast asia please dm me so we can discuss this i dont wanna drop brand names or app names or site names…..
The PPH lists domperidone as an alternative for Meto if you can't get hold of it.
 

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