For those planning to ctb in a 1+ year, how are you preparing?

[justwaiting]

For certain reasons, I won't be able to ctb as soon as I would like. For those in a similar predicament, what are you doing up until that point?

 

[Empty RN]

Mind asking why the extended wait?

 

[justwaiting]

Mind asking why the extended wait?

Mainly my dad. Just want to help him out a little before I go otherwise I would have done it already.

 

[Empty RN]

That's understandable. In the meantime, if you need someone to talk to or support just reach out~

 

[Fernweh]

For certain reasons, I won't be able to ctb as soon as I would like. For those in a similar predicament, what are you doing up until that point?

Well, at the moment i'm researching methods. It's so hard finding the right one though. I dont know if i would have the strenght to wait if i had a method planned though, even if there are other reasons why i feel i want to wait. How about you?

 

[justwaiting]

Well, at the moment i'm researching methods. It's so hard finding the right one though. I dont know if i would have the strenght to wait if i had a method planned though, even if there are other reasons why i feel i want to wait. How about you?

The right method is the toughest. I don't want to live long enough to regret it, go in incredible pain, or simply just fail and live with the consequence. I just want to end it relatively quick and peacefully w/ someone.

 

[Fernweh]

The right method is the toughest. I don't want to live long enough to regret it, go in incredible pain, or simply just fail and live with the consequence. I just want to end it relatively quick and peacefully w/ someone.

Same. At least we have some time to figure it out :/

 

[Cyanide]

I just research my methods in order to get it right, at this point I am open to changing methods but for now I have zeroed in on sodium nitrite and partial suspension as my backup method (If none of them work I'll just jump off the 17th floor of my apartment). When I am not researching, I just waste my time on studying for IB stuff, watching videos on YouTube and reading stuff on ZeroNet.

If you ever want someone to talk to, just private message me, I'll also be watching this thread. Don't worry, I won't judge you. Proof: https://www.16personalities.com/profiles/411f44a453074 lol.

 

[sadak_the_wanderer]

My biggest thing is getting rid of my possessions. I wasn't quite hoarder-level but I have accumulated far too much "stuff."

I'm spending a lot of time making arrangements, getting documents ready, that sort of thing. I hope to minimize the disorder left behind by my death. Everyone leaves some chaos in their wake, but this way, I get to try to smooth over trouble spots.

 

[TheLastStraw]

Just saving money to both enjoy it and to leave some for my family

Also searching for a nice shotgun

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Setting a date would be nice. If I could set one now, it would be January 10. Life after that will get increasingly horrid as the daylight hours will get longer and longer. With my condition/curse, there's no hope again after that until about November.

So I get to live about 2 months a year at most. This needs to be my last winter.

 

[sadak_the_wanderer]

What condition is that, George? Is it one of the photodermatoses?