I think I'm finally ready. Besides just the planning and lining everything up with methods, is there anything else that you plan to do before you CBT before you finally go? Things like having one final meal that's your favorite, smoking one last joint, etc. I have some money left in my bank I want to spend and I have friends who are published authors and I wanna use the last bit of money I have to buy their books (with prepaid gift cards so I can be anonymous, don't want them to know it was me). I also am deep cleaning my house and I was thinking about packing all my belongings in boxes and labeling "donation" so I don't have to burden others with having to go through my things. I'm not sure what else is left to do.
Just preparing my will at the moment. That's all I have left and plan to do. I want to leave the money I have to my cousin rather than my narcissistic sister who has has treated me like worth less crap all my live and who will be glad when I'm gone.
Fair enough, I thought about a will of sorts but I don't really think I have valuable enough assets to give to anyone besides the remaining few hundred in my bank account which will be spent anonymously. I'm afraid to give anything specific to anyone because I don't want them to be sad every time they see it.
Before leaving, may your kind soul consider helping this anonymous soul whose in a financial mess & considering ctb because of that mess.
There's nothing to plan, the executor of my Will will take care of my estate and furnishings and car, the selling of the condo, and the proceeeds going to St Judes Childrens Cancer Hospital
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