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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
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Just been depressed for more than a week and I dont have the strength for exercising.

Disclaimer this is for me only to vent these feelings here instead to anyone. Plus no one has to reply of no one wish to


I cant do anything for myself, meds aren't helping. Doing a routine, I just wanna drown in my bed and shrivel and die.

Irritatability taking over snapping at people and I just want everything go to hell. It doesnt matter,

Im so hurt and so sad and I dunno why. If this keeps up Im gonna consider doing a plan on ending it.

Im tired of going through this alone, I know im not but I cant bear with this anymore.

Everything is crashing down around me I dont wanna be like this but I dunno what else to do and I was fine about a month ago and I cant afford going to the hospital.

I cant afford to be lithe this anymore and I dont have any answers or ways to improve.

I wanna keep moving foward but I dont have with will anymore. I dunno if I really wanna die but I cant keep fighting . I'll start making letters.

The difficult part is finding a will to die and a place to commit and how. I do my best figure this out.

Im just done with this.
 
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