Help final ctb plan - any advice?

[anna_bot]

Tomorrow (or well.. sunday), i plan to ctb. My last attempt was using azide without benzos, however, that was quite distressing and I didn't manage to finish the drink.
So, I've purchased Xanax from the internet, which I've tried (1mg) and seen how it's made me feel. I think I'm confident to try again.

I think this is probably the best chance I've got at CTBing. Some thoughts:
- I'm hoping 4mg of Xanax is enough, but also not too much. I am benzo-naive and I understand this is an EXTREMELY high dose (for someone who hasn't used benzos before), so I might experience quite a few side effects. At the same time, dying is stressful so... I suppose it's a compromise. The added benadryl should also help make me even more sleepier.
- Is stopping food at 4pm okay? It gives me 8 hours of fasting which I know isn't ideal but on my last day, I'd also ideally like to not go the whole day without food.

The idea is to get super-duper sleepy, take the azide, and as soon as I lie down, I should be knocked out. Then, when the capsules dissolve in 5-10ish minutes, I'd already be sleeping, sedated by the Xanax, with little to no distress.

Also planning to be listening to music with noise cancellation to sort of make everything feel more ethereal, special and just calmer I suppose.`
Your thoughts are appreciated. Love you <3

16.00	Stop all food
21.00	Stop all drinks
22.00	1000mg Paracetemol
22.45	4mg Xanax
23.00	500mg Paracetemol
23.30	50mg Diphenhydramine HCl
00.00	5g sodium azide in gelatin pill capsules

 

[karenin]

8h of fasting is enough, but I'm afraid that you'll fall asleep faster, than you can swallow SA pills.

 

[anna_bot]

8h of fasting is enough, but I'm afraid that you'll fall asleep faster, than you can swallow SA pills.

That's a good point - I might just take them when I start feeling extremely drowzy rather than having a set time. The time i tried the xanax it took about an hour and a bit to kick in, but with such a high dose i might feel it sooner.

 

[karenin]

That's a good point - I might just take them when I start feeling extremely drowzy rather than having a set time. The time i tried the xanax it took about an hour and a bit to kick in, but with such a high dose i might feel it sooner.

There is a very thin line, between feeling drowsy and falling asleep, especially with benzodiazepines. If I can suggest you something, maybe try to dissolve the crushed pills into water, and drink it half hour before you take SA pills. (take look at PPeH for SN)

Anyway, I wish you peaceful journey and infinite peace

 

[anna_bot]

There is a very thin line, between feeling drowsy and falling asleep, especially with benzodiazepines. If I can suggest you something, maybe try to dissolve the crushed pills into water, and drink it half hour before you take SA pills. (take look at PPeH for SN)

Anyway, I wish you peaceful journey and infinite peace

Thanks for taking the time to respond again. I've had a look through the PPeH again and they recommend taking the benzos right before the sn (or in my case sa) which seems quite counterintuitive - so thanks for mentioning the timeline for taking them aswell. Do you think 4mg is too high of a dose? Should i lower it to 3mg? Once again thank you so much for your help.

 

[Galahad]

Thanks for taking the time to respond again. I've had a look through the PPeH again and they recommend taking the benzos right before the sn (or in my case sa) which seems quite counterintuitive - so thanks for mentioning the timeline for taking them aswell. Do you think 4mg is too high of a dose? Should i lower it to 3mg? Once again thank you so much for your help.

For SN the PPeH states very high doses of benzos, a full card.

For SA it simply says "take a Benzo"

 

[anna_bot]

For SN the PPeH states very high doses of benzos, a full card.

For SA it simply says "take a Benzo"

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Hm, that's quite interesting. I don't think I'd be too comfortable with only one dose of xanax. Could they have meant "a [type] of benzodiazepene"? I'm also wondering how much 12mg of flubromazepam is equivalent in Xanax to give the same effects.

 

[Galahad]

Hm, that's quite interesting. I don't think I'd be too comfortable with only one dose of xanax. Could they have meant "a [type] of benzodiazepene"? I'm also wondering how much 12mg of flubromazepam is equivalent in Xanax to give the same effects.

Do you have experience of taking Xanax.

12mg Flubromazepam is also stated under the SN protocol.

I don't know how Xanax compares to other Benzos but maybe you could do with some more.

I have zero experience of any Benzo.

 

[karenin]

Thanks for taking the time to respond again. I've had a look through the PPeH again and they recommend taking the benzos right before the sn (or in my case sa) which seems quite counterintuitive - so thanks for mentioning the timeline for taking them aswell. Do you think 4mg is too high of a dose? Should i lower it to 3mg? Once again thank you so much for your help.

4 mg is fine imo, but you have no tolerance, so there is no reference point as to how long it takes you to fall asleep. That's why I suggested to "follow" SN protocol and taking it 30-45 minute before SA.

For SN the PPeH states very high doses of benzos, a full card.

For SA it simply says "take a Benzo"

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Following a protocol for SN, it means take it right before you drink SN.

 

[Galahad]

Following a protocol for SN, it means take it right before you drink SN.

yeah; I have no real world experience of Benzos and can only quote the PPeH

If 4mg taken 30 to 45 mins earlier is better I will undoubtedly defer to your experience

 

[karenin]

yeah; I have no real world experience of Benzos and can only quote the PPeH

If 4mg taken 30 to 45 mins earlier is better I will undoubtedly defer to your experience

It's really hard to estimate. For my CTB I'll most likely take a 1-1.5mg to calm my nerves, dissolve the rest in water, and drink it right after SN.

I've known cases where doses of 4mg (pretty high dose) have put people to sleep cery quickly.

Once I took a dose of +-6mg without any tolerance, and for the next 6-7 hours I functioned normally, except that I don't remember anything, and wasn't aware of anything, doing strange kind of things around my friends.

 

[anna_bot]

Do you have experience of taking Xanax.

12mg Flubromazepam is also stated under the SN protocol.

I don't know how Xanax compares to other Benzos but maybe you could do with some more.

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I've tried 1mg a few nights ago - it definitely calmed me down and helped me sleep much quicker, but if i was actively dying I don't think it would've kept me cool.

Thanks for both of your guys' help. I think I'll just crush up 4mg, dissolve it in water and drink it. Then follow it up with the azide 30-45 mins later.

 

[Unknown21]

Peace