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Abaigh

Abaigh

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
For about 3 or 4 years I've been suicidal I've been diagnosed with depression anxiety and ptsd. I truly am trying to get better but nothing has worked and even if I wanted to go hospital just to keep me safe from myself I can't because of the corona virus. I'm on medication and am in therapy but idk what to do because I feel the same as when I started. I hate everything. I hate myself I want to die but am too much of a coward to do anything I wish I could just be normal. my pedophile manipulative father is the only thing I can think about I hate him so much and never realised any of the manipulation until after I stopped talking to him.
sorry if it is all random I tend to ramble.
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
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I'm sorry you feel that way, if you need to talk you can write to me.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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I am so sorry for all the struggles you meet on your way...
It is a hard time and despite all the possible scenarios, we have to wait.
Yes, patience maybe is not what we mastered in, but now it would be better...
Sending you hugs :hug:
 
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Abaigh

Abaigh

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
I am so sorry for all the struggles you meet on your way...
It is a hard time and despite all the possible scenarios, we have to wait.
Yes, patience maybe is not what we mastered in, but now it would be better...
Sending you hugs :hug:
Thank you :heart:
 
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