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Taran

Taran

Am I alive?
Mar 11, 2020
121
Now a days throughout the day whatever work i do ... I'm feeling disconnected from my body ...I don't know what kind of feeling is this. I really can't properly express it in words. Only two thoughts are running in me feeling disconnected and ctb thoughts.
I have been having ctb thoughts from many days now....I even have my sn ready just looking for a good situation.
 
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Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
923
Sound like Derealization Disorder, I'm kind of two years suffering from this, ever sence I tried weed and dmt, I barely understand what I see, I can't understand this world anymore
Sending you hugs :hug: :heart:
 
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Forever Wandering

Member
Mar 20, 2020
28
Try meditating.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Is it kind of a dream like sensation? Where it feels like nothing is real, even though you are awake? It happens to me... I just mentioned this in another thread.

It's a weird feeling, but I like it.
 
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Taran

Taran

Am I alive?
Mar 11, 2020
121
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Sound like Derealization Disorder, I'm kind of two years suffering from this, ever sence I tried weed and dmt, I barely understand what I see, I can't understand this world anymore
Sending you hugs :hug: :heart:
oh Mann..I already have bypolar and borderline. Can't take this derealization disorder now
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Which country are you from ?
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
875
What's the point of killing a body you're not connected to?
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
875
Can you go the other way and completely disconnect? Then whether the body continues to breathe or not is irrelevant as you have no connection to it.
 
Taran

Taran

Am I alive?
Mar 11, 2020
121
Can you go the other way and completely disconnect? Then whether the body continues to breathe or not is irrelevant as you have no connection to it.
I didn't get your point bro?
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
875
I might be misinterpreting what you mean by "disconnected from your body". I figure if you're not connected to it, why would you care what happens to it?
 
Taran

Taran

Am I alive?
Mar 11, 2020
121
I might be misinterpreting what you mean by "disconnected from your body". I figure if you're not connected to it, why would you care what happens to it?
Your not misinterpreted ...I don't have exact words to express this feeling...
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Sometimes I think that if I ctb I wake up from this nightmare. Wish it was like that.
 
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