Feeling alone even on SS.

[seekingoblivion]

Man what the fuck is this?! There's people here going through pretty much the same shit I am. I don't know. Part of me feels like I don't deserve to be here. Rather there's no justification for my being here. And that everyone here has actually been unfairly dealt shitty hands and have a right to be here. Another part of me feels so disconnected with everything that it feels like nothing matters at all, even the fact that there're people in the same boat as me. I don't know I just feel wrong. I'm sorry.

 

[EddieAllenPoe]

I hear you. I can actually identify. I used to be really confused. You've actually said that quite well. Seriously. FEELINGS. FUCK man. Why do we have to have them?

 

[Walilamdzi]

Feel free to pm me if you want to chat about something. You don't need a justification to be here.

 

[Cubashii]

You can message me as well if you need someone

 

[Eeyore]

Yea, same. You have become desentisized in a way. The fact that people here are in the same shit might have been comforting before but it doesnt change anything. You can talk with me if you want, I dont talk with anyone either.

 

[Postone]

I am a reader from the time of the subreddit,before this forum even existed.Discussed my first attempt there.Then i had 2 accounts here that i asked to be deleted because i was assured i'd leave forever.So i guess i can kinda relate to the sentiment, i don't want to interact with anyone,but there is a primal urge to.

 

[seekingoblivion]

I hear you. I can actually identify. I used to be really confused. You've actually said that quite well. Seriously. FEELINGS. FUCK man. Why do we have to have them?

Seriously. I wish we were plants or something we'd never have to go through this lol

Feel free to pm me if you want to chat about something. You don't need a justification to be here.

Thank you. I'll take you up on that offer a little later. I have to go to work soon.

You can message me as well if you need someone

Thank you for your kindness.

Yea, same. You have become desentisized in a way. The fact that people here are in the same shit might have been comforting before but it doesnt change anything. You can talk with me if you want, I dont talk with anyone either.

Yes that's true. I am desensitized somewhat. It's a hell of a shift though. One moment I had this feeling of some sort of belonging next thing I'm back to the void. One truly wishes existence never found it's way to him.
Thank you for your offer to talk. It's very kind of you.

I am a reader from the time of the subreddit,before this forum even existed.Discussed my first attempt there.Then i had 2 accounts here that i asked to be deleted because i was assured i'd leave forever.So i guess i can kinda relate to the sentiment, i don't want to interact with anyone,but there is a primal urge to.

I was on the subreddit too. Maybe that has something to do with this as well.

I want to interact with people (though I felt opposite for years) but I can't get rid of the feeling of pointlessness. Beyond that I'm just not really good at interacting with people.
I'm sorry you're in this hole too friend. I hope you can find peace and freedom soon.