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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
592
It is as though I am already dead yet continue to exist: I feel old but not aged, being permanently frozen in time, unchanging, still, ageless.
Though, more like an undead skeleton than a vampire: my age always remains ambiguous.

I am curious if such a... distortion or anything similar may not be unusual amongst those who are suicidal. Or does everyone feel the flow of time as it should be?
 
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bath salts

bath salts

| goodnight |
Jul 19, 2019
93
I think I understand what you mean. Feeling kind of like you're on pause is how I would describe the feeling.
 
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xXSarac3nSlay3rXx

xXSarac3nSlay3rXx

“Leaving this world is not as scary as it sounds.”
Mar 3, 2019
248
I'm not really sure exactly what you mean. Despite being young, I do feel "older" in a sense. I just feel like the life is drained out of me: might as well be 90.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
I'm 9 and 90... an angry child and decrepit old man. Both at the same time. Been that way for as long as I can remember.
 
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