
breathingblues
Dream alive...
- Aug 14, 2025
- 17
Well, everyone I reach out to leaves me alone, abandons me and does so very quickly... It's like they can sense something that I'm not at all. I feel they see some sort of monster in me, whilst I can simply never be that.
I don't want to live, but, I can't understand at all why this is happening. My family is keeping my inheritance away from me, right out of college, I have to get a job and loans just to get by.
When I look at this year, all I feel is how can a man like me be so punished... I never did anyone wrong. I pray that I be killed, honestly.
I don't want to live, but, I can't understand at all why this is happening. My family is keeping my inheritance away from me, right out of college, I have to get a job and loans just to get by.
When I look at this year, all I feel is how can a man like me be so punished... I never did anyone wrong. I pray that I be killed, honestly.