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fallingbehind

fallingbehind

Passed down like folk songs
Mar 22, 2025
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I dont like living, I dont like others, I dont have any interests anymore, I dont enjoy school, I didnt enjoy work, I have next to nothing I care about and yet I still fear the afterlife. Maybe its because I was raised religious, I denounced Christianity at a very young age but indoctrination sticks.

Its so interesting, everything is horrible, so how fucked would it be if death is even worse?
 
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badatparties

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Mar 16, 2025
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Watch Bart Ehrman on how Jesus became god. It becomes abundantly clear that the Bible is not divinely inspired, but written 20-70 years after Jesus's death by random dudes in different parts of the Roman empire, guys who didn't even know each other. Not only that, all the gospels contradict eachother.

The authors of the canonical gospels are essentially unknown. Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John were used as a way to tell them apart. Letters by a guy named Paul were included in the Bible as well. Yes, letters lmao.

If you ask some random person at church, they will probably tell you that Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John were sitting around a campfire with JEBUS telling stories.
 
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Watch Bart Ehrman on how Jesus became god. It becomes abundantly clear that the Bible is not divinely inspired, but written 20-70 years after Jesus's death by random dudes in different parts of the Roman empire, guys who didn't even know each other. Not only that, all the gospels contradict eachother.

The authors of the canonical gospels are essentially unknown. Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John were used as a way to tell them apart. Letters by a guy named Paul were included in the Bible as well. Yes, letters lmao.

If you ask some random person at church, they will probably tell you that Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John were sitting around a campfire with JEBUS telling stories.
they should've hopped on a VC and cleared things up fr

for real though, that's actually pretty interesting and wasn't aware of this.
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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I dont like living, I dont like others, I dont have any interests anymore, I dont enjoy school, I didnt enjoy work, I have next to nothing I care about and yet I still fear the afterlife. Maybe its because I was raised religious, I denounced Christianity at a very young age but indoctrination sticks.

Its so interesting, everything is horrible, so how fucked would it be if death is even worse?
I don't have a fear of the unknown I imagine it would be the same as before we were born
 
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Yes, it could be religious influence.
 

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