Discussion fantasising about people finding my body

[vinicuit]

do you guys ever thought about it?
i do it all the time, i start imagining how it would be like depending of the method and place, if it's going to be a friend or a stranger...

my favourite scenario, it's me in a hanged in a hotel room, a employee finds my body and my friends don't have to see the scene, they'll probably see me when i'm in a morgue already

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Yeah. Sadly with my current plan I would leave my body for the person I love most. Callous. I suppose I could leave a sign on the door. But I'm not that decisive and my method (partial hanging) sucks.

 

[ChiariBear]

I've been considering CTB at a hotel in a city about 2 hours away by train. I've been picturing the staff/police finding my body laying in bed peacefullyish after a combination of pills, alcohol and suffocation.

 

[Harrier]

Part of why I haven't jumped during the last two weeks is specific people finding my body.

Maybe I just have to completely withdraw, and then jump.

 

[XxEstenxX]

do you guys ever thought about it?
i do it all the time, i start imagining how it would be like depending of the method and place, if it's going to be a friend or a stranger...

my favourite scenario, it's me in a hanged in a hotel room, a employee finds my body and my friends don't have to see the scene, they'll probably see me when i'm in a morgue already

For me, I usually think about that whenever I start feeling guilty about planning....but also its lowkey attention seeking behavior, too. The thought of my parents or my family finally seeing me dead and realizing that I was genuinely suffering and that I wasn't just a lazy, socially awkward ""daughter"" this whole time is almost satisfying...

 

[SoLowHollow48]

It makes me queasy. I'd look like a smurf. It doesn't matter who the fuck ever found me, I would be unsightly and that shit sucks since I spend my entire life feeling hella chopped and constantly trying to look presentable.

Now I'm just chopped. To the end.

 

[eros]

do you guys ever thought about it?
i do it all the time, i start imagining how it would be like depending of the method and place, if it's going to be a friend or a stranger...

my favourite scenario, it's me in a hanged in a hotel room, a employee finds my body and my friends don't have to see the scene, they'll probably see me when i'm in a morgue already

I always think about the broad implications of my death. I want to know how people I know, or even strangers, would react and I try and formulate what they'd say or do or how long it would take….