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Roxas4001

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Jul 17, 2024
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Hi guys but a few weeks or a month go I posted that I would do better but I'm just falling back into the same old routine. Feeling quick-tempered, chasing cheep gratification (porn) and being mostly indifferent I thought I could try to do better since I couldn't bring myself to ctb around my birthday like I plan to.

But I haven't changed if anything I feel low if that's the right word for what I'm feeling. I used to think one of my best traits was being brave but I couldn't do it whether it was to live or ctb. So what do you call this being too tired to try to live but being too weak to ctb.
 
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Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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Try to break the routine. Do something different. Bring another experience into your day.
See if it helps.
 

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