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AngelTear

AngelTear

Dead before 30
Oct 27, 2025
179
I have been feeling extremely bored for the last few days
Nothing new but it feels like my brain melts every time I go through this phase

There's so much to do yet I can't decide or I lack the motivation to do it
I don't even feel like eating much because I find it annoying and boring tbh (I still eat just very disordered and only go for quick and easy things)

The only thing I've done was start learning Spanish bc it's something I've been meaning to do for a while + I like learning languages
Even then I don't feel super enthusiastic about it like I would otherwise

I also have a bunch of laundry to do too...cleaning...cooking...
Ugh I hate it all
I wish I didn't have to eat or clean or "necessities"

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
Shit is so boring
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,282
the-usual-dilemma
 
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justanotherbody

justanotherbody

The Forgotten
Dec 18, 2025
71
You and me both, friend.

Riddled with apathy and lethargy, here. Try to distract myself with whatever I can, but it feels like effort to do even that, anymore.
 
kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
236
I feel pretty bored myself, even though I want to start to do something, but I end up spend my time daydreaming. Probably I can't decide or lacking motivation too.

Maybe I am in a state where I don't see the point in doing things, but at the same time I want to do something.
 
twistedtransistor47

twistedtransistor47

I can't survive if this is all that's real
Nov 23, 2024
57
Sometimes life feels like doing chores till you die
 
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