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suudo

suudo

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Oct 15, 2025
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I'm tired. Tired of being something people have no interest in. Tired of my presence being undesirable. Tired of trying. I'm so, so very tired. I don't want to be tired anymore.
 
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alstroemeria55

alstroemeria55

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I understand how you're feeling. I've never felt real mutual interest from anyone and it really hurts. I want connection and I will either have to live with the fact that I will have to live like that alone or finally get it all over with. Survival is exhausting.
 
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suudo

suudo

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I understand how you're feeling. I've never felt real mutual interest from anyone and it really hurts. I want connection and I will either have to live with the fact that I will have to live like that alone or finally get it all over with. Survival is exhausting.
Yeah. Very much exhausting. Especially when you're not even worth an explanation.
Oh well. What can you do, I guess. The more things change the more they stay the same.
 
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