itsamadworld
i wanna die somewhere like up there
- Mar 15, 2020
- 410
My soul is exhausted from fighting the demons in my head. How many more years will I go on living, wishing that I were dead? I'm so tired of the split-mindedness, and the daily fake-it! ! My body broken from busting my ass, just to make it! Year after year, I go just like a slave! Wishing in my heart I could hit an early grave! $plit my mind to serve a system of humanity in which I hate! I speak their language, execute their demands to look okay! My body is exhausted living this way! They brow-beat me down with their religions, when it comes to life and death, I get no good decisions! They put fears of hell in my head; if they didn't do this most of their slaves would be dead! They told me science is the solution! But all it did was to birth more babies and add more pollution! My mind is exhausted and there's no resolution. I don't think there's anything on this planet that will satisfy, this is why I want to die. This how I really feel, yet I'm grateful to have found this place where I can be real. My spirit is exhausted from this place. I'm so tired I plan to leave the rat-race, and remove myself from this time and space....
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