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RubySimon

Genderless and hopeless
Oct 13, 2018
30
And I wish it would just stop!
Thiught I was getting better, more hopeful, counseling is going well. I was getting into a routine.

but then earlier this week my best friend of over ten years, andbanother friend wheree transphobic to me.

I feel like shit, only one person tried to defend me and check up on me.

I have lost my main soical circle and everything hurts.

I should have hurled myself down the stairs when I had the thought.
Why does this keep happening? Am I not allowed to feel positive?
 
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dyingtodie

Student
Nov 29, 2018
115
I'm sorry to read of your experience! I'm alienated myself and in great pain, quite often. I hope your situation improves, whatever avenue you take. This too shall pass. It has always passed. It always will pass. It is all temporary.
 
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