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MediumRareChicken

Member
Oct 28, 2025
36
Has anyone here ever thought of CTBing on their birthday? I ask this not because birthdays are bad or anything like that, or that they remind me of loneliness, but I have this weird thought that, because it is my day, so to speak, I can do what I want on it and that my loved ones would have to be slightly more understanding, so to speak.
 
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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

Student
Jan 3, 2025
169
For some reason I have always loved the idea of CTBing on my birthday. I guess it's kind of like giving a birthday gift to myself.
 
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hoppybunny

hoppybunny

Fearer of the Future
Jun 26, 2024
274
I want to so badly. Yesterday was mine and the urge to do it is always stronger on my bday. It feels like I never existed if i die on the same day i was forced onto this place. I'm just too much of a pussy to go through with it.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
591
I almost got the courage to do it on my birthday last year, but SI got to me, sadly.
 
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imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
95
I've thought of it, but I personally didn't see much incentive behind it so I don't really differentiate between the days or locations of my death.
 
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JFED

Member
Jul 8, 2020
67
I e definitely thought about it. More so now that it's closing in on it
 
katarinabluu

katarinabluu

Member
Nov 1, 2025
11
yeah i think it would actually be alr. i hate my birthday so having something good happen on it would be like a fuck u to the universe. also having ur death date being the same as ur bday looks cool asf and gives u mad aura on ur tombstone.
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Self sabotaging day #178406
Aug 30, 2025
128
That's my plan, actually. I hope to ctb on my birthday next year.
 
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JustDreamer

JustDreamer

Member
Oct 26, 2025
14
Yes, but it's always been with the reasoning that if I were to die on my birthday, it would be one less day for my family to be reminded/sad about my death. They would only be reminded of me on my birthday, not on my death day and birthday. Since they're the same day, if that makes sense.
 
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grandmotherboxing

grandmotherboxing

glorp
Jun 22, 2024
44
Absolutely! I hope I can obtain a method for it soon as i'm deathly scared of more pain. It would be nice to give myself that present
 
corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
237
I'm really considering it, but we'll see what happens.
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
345
Every single year.
I hate my birthday and the older I get the worse they are.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,144
Has anyone here ever thought of CTBing on their birthday? I ask this not because birthdays are bad or anything like that, or that they remind me of loneliness, but I have this weird thought that, because it is my day, so to speak, I can do what I want on it and that my loved ones would have to be slightly more understanding, so to speak.
I figure my loved ones will remember me on my birthday and deathday anyway, so I might as well just give them one
 
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