Ever think of just going missing?

[Aragon]

There's nowhere to go. The world is a big place, but it's pretty much the same. The only place where everything is different is in the country side, as it's usually empty and there's nobody around - depending. I don't go off, because there are crazy people out there. And I'd rather take my own life, than have some creep do it for me. I want a peaceful death, not a barbaric one. If I had no choice, then yes, but I have the option to choose, and I'm staying put.

I went to a forest when it was summer, and I had intentions to perish, but nothing came of it. I felt SHAMED and embarrassed.

Actually I think I was attention seeking, with a rope. But nobody seemed to care. I saw too people laughing at me, and I thought HELL NO. I don't like the thought of anyone laughing directly at me when I'm attempting to go to sleepy bye-bye land. Morons. Karma will get those people who ruined my date with destiny. Anyway I'm going bed, it's cold as hell.

I've heard of a few people die from hypothermia, in their own homes. But me? I never have. And I even once kept my windows open all through a cold winter in 2015, and I still never died. It just gave me a bad back, and a cold. I guess my immune system is too strong.

 

[fade_away]

Wherever you go, there you are. That's my problem.

Hell, it's not them. It's me. That's how you know when you really should be killing yourself. That's how I know. When I know I'm the damn problem. They can all live in this crap. Why can't I? Because I'm a damn horrible mistake, that's why.

I normally just lurk here, but I just wanted to say that your statement is so ironic yet so true. I think most of us here would agree that the world is crap, so maybe it's not such a bad thing to feel like we don't belong? For me the world is one big mistake, and we unfortunately are stuck trying to exist in it.

As to the topic, I would love to go missing in the woods and never be found. Don't want to worry my family and friends though and have people searching for me. So I've thought that maybe I'll get an airbnb or a remote place somewhere and enjoy my last few days, then write a note and go out into the woods. I would really like to be among nature in my last moments but don't want to cause a big commotion, so that is pretty much what I've settled on unless I do something impulsively.

I really appreciate this forum and am so thankful for all the information here. I can identify with so much that I read.

 

[windingdown]

Getting up and walking away from it all. Not telling anyone, turning your phone off and disappearing.

I've been thinking that it would be nice to disappear so I could die by VSED over a couple of weeks.

But my mom would call the police the same day I went missing. And I'm not very handy in nature.

 

[RacilyDank]

What's VSED?

 

[RacilyDank]

What I think I like about the idea of going missing is that it'd be days before anyone would know that I was gone and then I could slip away before anyone knew I wasn't here.

I don't want anyone I live with or my family/friends to find my body I guess.

 

[Avicii]

https://metro.co.uk/2018/08/17/fami...help-after-car-is-found-by-marshland-7853225/

This kid has gone missing been a month now - just wonder where the fuck his body is but he's dead for sure