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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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Sleeping is the only time i can escape my suffering and despair. Best part of my day is when I am about to head to sleep and fall unconscious. Sometimes i would not drink caffeine and I would exercise a lot so i feel tired so i can have longer naps and be unconscious for longer. Sleep is my only escape. It would be my dream to sleep forever.

Who else is addicted to sleep? Its so much better than being awake right?

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endofme0001

Member
Dec 27, 2023
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Totally agree with you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,046
Sleeping certainly is the best way to pass the time to me as it's the closest to not existing after all but it never feels like I'm able to sleep for long enough personally, it's truly so horrible and cruel how one cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep. Only non-existence can bring me peace, all I wish for is to be permanently unaware, there's no value in existing as a conscious being in this existence that's nothing but meaningless suffering.
 
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AmericanMary

AmericanMary

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
598
My entire reason for CTBing<3
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,792
I love all the adventures I have in my dreams
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,792
Yeah i day dream a lot. i prefer living in my own dream world rather than go outside and face reality
Maladaptive daydreaming. I do that all day
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,009
Yep,I'll sleep 15-20 hours given the opportunity.
 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
362
I can't sleep when I am into the situation that I wish I could sleep forever. And have and eternal sleep.
It's the anxiety about having to wake up and be maybe in a worse mood than before I got into bed.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,900
I have too many nightmares
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
I relate soooo sooo much. I'm pretty much the same.
 
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Hunterer

Hunterer

Member
May 13, 2024
73
I like sleeping, sleeping is one of the escape routes I have to escape reality and forget about problems for a brief moment.I generally don't dream about so many interesting things, but certainly the dreams I had were unforgettable and they gave me a feeling that everything was fine and that I would no longer suffer mentally, at least until the time I woke up.

I wish that after I die, I could live in an eternal dream, in an ideal imaginary world where there would be no suffering, something like a paradise. But the option of just ceasing to exist and not feeling anything anymore is also valid😮‍💨
 
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trappedinthislife

trappedinthislife

Student
May 13, 2024
105
Yeah, im on summer break and i sleep for like 10+ hrs a day. To me its a way to fast forward life since i dont dream or anything while i sleep.
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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karmaisabitch

karmaisabitch

Mage
Mar 25, 2024
570
Sleeping is the only time i can escape my suffering and despair. Best part of my day is when I am about to head to sleep and fall unconscious. Sometimes i would not drink caffeine and I would exercise a lot so i feel tired so i can have longer naps and be unconscious for longer. Sleep is my only escape. It would be my dream to sleep forever.

Who else is addicted to sleep? Its so much better than being awake right?

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I wish I can! I have to take sleeping pills to sleep at night but yes, that's how I feel too
 
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Havnis

Havnis

XXXX'ed out 🌲🌲🌲🌲
May 15, 2024
165
No, because my body can't over sleep, but I was very fortunate once when a rainy storm hit the town, I felt so good after I woke up seeing all the ruin knowing that I didn't have to live through it.
 
Edpal247

Edpal247

Experienced
Jul 9, 2024
220
I'm a bit of an insomniac, so yeah, sleep rocks! Part of ctb for me is the peace, finally the peace. No more worry, no more fear, no more frustration.
 

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