fuck me fuck me ufckfkfcnklefls
what's it like being me?
where am i
im fat
ugly
disgusting
i need to eat less and drink more
sustainability through hydration
i can't write anymore
my creativity spilling out like the blood on my fingertips
where is this life leading me to
my end i hope
wow
everything is so colorful and vibrant
that's what you want me to say isn't it
in reality we're as bleak as the ppg clown
she talked to me
i didnt want her speaking to me
my progress with the project is null
i can't figure it out
i keep telling myself i can't
i want to quit but what if he doesn't want me to
what if he has a better life without me
i'll go back home
with mother and brother
having to live a life i never wanted
god
i forced myself into this
it started out so well and turned out to be harder than i anticipated
dont be concerned over my progress
because i'll be dead soon enough
i want to end it all before this thing ever gets submitted because i cannot face it head on
i cannot see my demons
i cantp
please stop telling me to face them
i'm scared
and alone again
people should not be proud of me
im disabling notifications
i dont want to see her typing to me again
please stop contacting me
im not going to move forward in your direction
im moving backwards
again and again
i keep getting stuck inside my own mind like a tornado
a whirlwind of thoughts
a cyclone of depression
she talked to me
i didnt want her speaking to me
my progress with the project is null
i can't figure it out
i keep telling myself i can't
i want to quit but what if he doesn't want me to
what if he has a better life without me
i'll go back home
with mother and brother
having to live a life i never wanted
god
i forced myself into this
it started out so well and turned out to be harder than i anticipated
dont be concerned over my progress
because i'll be dead soon enough
i want to end it all before this thing ever gets submitted because i cannot face it head on
i cannot see my demons
i cantp
please stop telling me to face them
i'm scared
and alone again
people should not be proud of me
im disabling notifications
i dont want to see her typing to me again
please stop contacting me
im not going to move forward in your direction
im moving backwards
again and again
i keep getting stuck inside my own mind like a tornado
a whirlwind of thoughts
a cyclone of depression
what's it like being me?
where am i
im fat
ugly
disgusting
i need to eat less and drink more
sustainability through hydration
i can't write anymore
my creativity spilling out like the blood on my fingertips
where is this life leading me to
my end i hope
wow
everything is so colorful and vibrant
that's what you want me to say isn't it
in reality we're as bleak as the ppg clown
she talked to me
i didnt want her speaking to me
my progress with the project is null
i can't figure it out
i keep telling myself i can't
i want to quit but what if he doesn't want me to
what if he has a better life without me
i'll go back home
with mother and brother
having to live a life i never wanted
god
i forced myself into this
it started out so well and turned out to be harder than i anticipated
dont be concerned over my progress
because i'll be dead soon enough
i want to end it all before this thing ever gets submitted because i cannot face it head on
i cannot see my demons
i cantp
please stop telling me to face them
i'm scared
and alone again
people should not be proud of me
im disabling notifications
i dont want to see her typing to me again
please stop contacting me
im not going to move forward in your direction
im moving backwards
again and again
i keep getting stuck inside my own mind like a tornado
a whirlwind of thoughts
a cyclone of depression
she talked to me
i didnt want her speaking to me
my progress with the project is null
i can't figure it out
i keep telling myself i can't
i want to quit but what if he doesn't want me to
what if he has a better life without me
i'll go back home
with mother and brother
having to live a life i never wanted
god
i forced myself into this
it started out so well and turned out to be harder than i anticipated
dont be concerned over my progress
because i'll be dead soon enough
i want to end it all before this thing ever gets submitted because i cannot face it head on
i cannot see my demons
i cantp
please stop telling me to face them
i'm scared
and alone again
people should not be proud of me
im disabling notifications
i dont want to see her typing to me again
please stop contacting me
im not going to move forward in your direction
im moving backwards
again and again
i keep getting stuck inside my own mind like a tornado
a whirlwind of thoughts
a cyclone of depression
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