emptiness

[hybridtheory]

Depression. Yes hello it's me again. I am the destroyer of life. I take your friends away, I take your family,
I make you want to get lost in alcohol and drugs, I push you to harm yourself, I change all of your thoughts
to nothing but violence, I make you feel like you will never have a future, I make you hate yourself, I stop the
enjoyment in all of the interests that you once loved, and most importantly I make you want to die because
nothing else is worth it in this world. I keep coming back into your life no matter how many times you try to
get rid of me. I will always be lurking in the corners, waiting until you're at your most vulnerable so I can take
over and start controlling you. Eventually you will be nothing, you will have nothing. You'll start to constantly
question yourself if there's anything left to live for. You are miserable, you are not loved, you'll never be good
enough. I officially have my hold on you and I will never let go.


Everything will be broken, a person in a thousand pieces. No matter how many times you try to put it back
together, it will never be completely whole as it once was.


-kels

 

[oxymoron]

I feel you. Depression is the worst thing to have ever happened to mankind. Feels like forever.

 

[hybridtheory]

I feel you. Depression is the worst thing to have ever happened to mankind. Feels like forever.

I agree, 100%

 

[Thorn]

But how do you kill what's already dead, and just walking this Earth out of habit.

 

[ish]

Except for those who die suddenly and unawares,
without knowing the impending death.
Everyone it is intended.
You can only minimize this effects.

 

[oxymoron]

Depression. Yes hello it's me again. I am the destroyer of life. I take your friends away, I take your family,
I make you want to get lost in alcohol and drugs, I push you to harm yourself, I change all of your thoughts
to nothing but violence, I make you feel like you will never have a future, I make you hate yourself, I stop the
enjoyment in all of the interests that you once loved, and most importantly I make you want to die because
nothing else is worth it in this world. I keep coming back into your life no matter how many times you try to
get rid of me. I will always be lurking in the corners, waiting until you're at your most vulnerable so I can take
over and start controlling you. Eventually you will be nothing, you will have nothing. You'll start to constantly
question yourself if there's anything left to live for. You are miserable, you are not loved, you'll never be good
enough. I officially have my hold on you and I will never let go.


Everything will be broken, a person in a thousand pieces. No matter how many times you try to put it back
together, it will never be completely whole as it once was.


-kels

I read this everyday.

 

[Life+me=error]

Depression. Yes hello it's me again. I am the destroyer of life. I take your friends away, I take your family,
I make you want to get lost in alcohol and drugs, I push you to harm yourself, I change all of your thoughts
to nothing but violence, I make you feel like you will never have a future, I make you hate yourself, I stop the
enjoyment in all of the interests that you once loved, and most importantly I make you want to die because
nothing else is worth it in this world. I keep coming back into your life no matter how many times you try to
get rid of me. I will always be lurking in the corners, waiting until you're at your most vulnerable so I can take
over and start controlling you. Eventually you will be nothing, you will have nothing. You'll start to constantly
question yourself if there's anything left to live for. You are miserable, you are not loved, you'll never be good
enough. I officially have my hold on you and I will never let go.


Everything will be broken, a person in a thousand pieces. No matter how many times you try to put it back
together, it will never be completely whole as it once was.


-kels

If depression was a person, they would say exactly what you wrote to describe themselves.

What you wrote should become viral, seriously now. I haven't read a better description of DEPRESSION!

 

[oxymoron]

If depression was a person, they would say exactly what you wrote to describe themselves.

What you wrote should become viral, seriously now. I haven't read a better description of DEPRESSION!

Yeah. I have this description saved.

 

[Life+me=error]

Yeah. I have this description saved.

I read somewhere that she has no one to call a friend except for her emotionally abusive boyfriend/husband.

SMH, I heard that super smart people (she lives in Hogwarts which says it all) have little to no friends.
Therefore, I am glad she found SS. A place, where she can make friends with like minded souls :)

 

[hybridtheory]

@oxymoron @Life+me=error
okay you guys are making me cry, this is the sweetest thing anyone has said to me.
I was just typing out how I feel about depression and was just venting about everything
and then I ended up writing that. I was surprised how it turned out, so i'm really glad you both
like it.