MeltingHeart
Visionary
- Sep 9, 2019
- 2,151
What kind of and how many different emotions to you go through when (if) you've attempted before?
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Rachel74
Enlightened
- Sep 7, 2019
- 1,716
Too many to remember. First few times were cries for help and after that it was serious. The last attempt I just kept crying and I was shaking so much. I threw up which didn't help. Something was holding me back and as I was relieved to be still alive I was fucking angry I wasn't! Mixed feelings even now and it was a month ago.
BPD_LE
The Queen of Meme
- Aug 11, 2019
- 1,576
Numbness, emptiness then fucking panic after the attempt (OD), then resignation to my fate either way.
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MeltingHeart
Visionary
- Sep 9, 2019
- 2,151
It does seem to bring on the full intensity of every emotion possible - that Part of the brain just goes into over drives doesn't it. Were u sick just from the emotions ? So sorry that's awful
