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lovelulu

lovelulu

with stars in my eyes, crying as I wheel.
Jan 3, 2026
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it might be because of the stress I've been feeling lately, but its been like this for a while. I will eat if i have to, but its so tiring and it just feels like another chore on my plate. I dont have an eating disorder or anything, its just really hard for me to eat.
 
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glass-petal

fatigued hermit
Apr 7, 2026
51
i can definitely relate. some days i just can't physically make it down the stairs, and other days i have no motivation to. it probably doesn't help that i can go a good while without even feeling hungry. it just feels like so much work for no real reward other than more exhaustion.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I hear this. There are some days where I skip dinner and go straight to bed because eating just feels like too much effort.
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
917
I feel the same. Everything feels like climbing this huge mountain! I haven't felt up to buying groceries lately so I don't have any food in my house, and certainly don't feel like getting dressed to go get something to eat, so I continue to lay in bed. I only hope I can fall asleep again soon. So, how long has it been since you ate? I guess for me, I don't have any desire to eat anything, therefore eating falls into the same category of chores I need to complete.
 
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lovelulu

with stars in my eyes, crying as I wheel.
Jan 3, 2026
161
I feel the same. Everything feels like climbing this huge mountain! I haven't felt up to buying groceries lately so I don't have any food in my house, and certainly don't feel like getting dressed to go get something to eat, so I continue to lay in bed. I only hope I can fall asleep again soon. So, how long has it been since you ate? I guess for me, I don't have any desire to eat anything, therefore eating falls into the same category of chores I need to complete.
Same for me. Even the thought of lunch time makes my stomach churn. I've been eating, but against my own will.
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
917
Same for me. Even the thought of lunch time makes my stomach churn. I've been eating, but against my own will.
I definitely understand when you say, "against my will!" I just eat when I absolutely can't take the pains of hunger anymore, but by that time I'm only eating to take the pain away so by then it's not an enjoyable experience. I'm glad you're eating something
 
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PanaxMan

Specialist
Apr 11, 2023
397
it might be because of the stress I've been feeling lately, but its been like this for a while. I will eat if i have to, but its so tiring and it just feels like another chore on my plate. I dont have an eating disorder or anything, its just really hard for me to eat.
I'm doing vsed coming Friday (no eating still drinking)
 
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lovelulu

lovelulu

with stars in my eyes, crying as I wheel.
Jan 3, 2026
161
I'm doing vsed coming Friday (no eating still drinking)
What's that?
I definitely understand when you say, "against my will!" I just eat when I absolutely can't take the pains of hunger anymore, but by that time I'm only eating to take the pain away so by then it's not an enjoyable experience. I'm glad you're eating something
Yep. I still live with my parents, so if I dont eat for a while they force me to. Same with my friends too. It's really annoying.
 
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PanaxMan

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Apr 11, 2023
397
What's that?

Yep. I still live with my parents, so if I dont eat for a while they force me to. Same with my friends too. It's really annoying.
Starvation (no water no food) I'm doing no food until death since water is free where I'm at (drinkable)
 
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fedup1982

Wizard
Jul 17, 2025
622
I just rarely get hungry. I have about one meal a week with maybe 5 snacks