Eating Disorders Support Megathread

[prettymenherachan]

I think I am developing bullimia. I think it's because without SH, I'm turning to it as a less visable outlet.

 

[Freedombus'25]

I gained so much weight over the last yr. I thought I would've lost weight but alas. Probs also related to my plethora of health issues. I either feel extremely motivated towards health or just demotivated about it due to my circumstances in life. I haven't had an appetite in weeks. Often feeling sick but kept trying to eat. Wasted a lot of money so now I'm not really trying but appetite is kinda back. I dunno. I can't fucking stand it. I hate yet love food. I wish things could just be ok with one area of my life but nope. None of the basics like food are ok.
I feel ashamed as an adult. Like somehow I "should" be doing better than this. Im not though. Im struggling a lot with my eating and its been getting worse. Just like everything else I don't have supports for it despite trying. Atp I cannot afford the support. So yayyy healthcare./sarcasm.