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Vorty30

Vorty30

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Oct 10, 2023
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Hey guys, since I am planning to try again tomorrow, after the universe mocked me last Tuesday, when I was supposed to do it, LOL...
Would you suggest listening to music via blue tooth ear buds while going full suspension, aka while on the noose?
 
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liquid jen

liquid jen

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As long as you're sure that's what you want, and you're not worried about them falling out. Otherwise, I imagine wired would be better.
Either way, I hope peace reaches you
 
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Vorty30

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Oct 10, 2023
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As long as you're sure that's what you want, and you're not worried about them falling out. Otherwise, I imagine wired would be better.
Either way, I hope peace reaches you
Thank you very much for your reply or comment Jen!
I did have wired ones in the past but... Full suspension, I guess the wire less works better.
And hey if they fall off, screw it, haha... Maybe one will remain in one ear so i can still listen to them tunes :)
 
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GreaterThanLessThan

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Oct 10, 2025
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If that's what you want then go for it. I wish you the best of luck
 
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popbob

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Feb 10, 2024
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what music would you listen to?
 
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Vorty30

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Oct 10, 2023
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If that's what you want then go for it. I wish you the best of luck
Thank you! Luck I will in fact need, despite running out of it nearly completely, hope I can pull it off with with whatever I have left. :)
what music would you listen to?
I like techno, trance, electro freestyle even which is a type of thing I discovered recently, a mix of techno and break / hip hop in other words.
Energetic music the keeps the blood pumping, my heart beating and the adrenalin flowing.
I used to do parkour and freerun when a teenager, so that used to fit well with the acrobatic things I used to do.
Damn, missing the past. :)
But I am open to metal and rock as well, so yeah. :)
 
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Thank you! Luck I will in fact need, despite running out of it nearly completely, hope I can pull it off with with whatever I have left. :)

I like techno, trance, electro freestyle even which is a type of thing I discovered recently, a mix of techno and break / hip hop in other words.
Energetic music the keeps the blood pumping, my heart beating and the adrenalin flowing.
I used to do parkour and freerun when a teenager, so that used to fit well with the acrobatic things I used to do.
Damn, missing the past. :)
But I am open to metal and rock as well, so yeah. :)
YES techno and trance is actually the best i swear lmao
 
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Vorty30

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YES techno and trance is actually the best i swear lmao
Armin van buuren, Tiesto, Paul Miller and Sean Tyas FOR THE WIN :D

Here, I am chilling with this for the night - >
 
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AngelBritney

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Music helped me to try CTB with cutting my wrist (I didn't know back then this is the most non-lethal method). So go ahead and listen to your favorite music.

I suggest choosing a song (or more than 1) before CTB:
Can you imagine CTB while listening to those songs?
Would they encourage you to not turn back?
How would you feel while listening to them?
I asked those questions myself and picked the songs based on those 3 questions.
 
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Vorty30

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Music helped me to try CTB with cutting my wrist (I didn't know back then this is the most non-lethal method). So go ahead and listen to your favorite music.

I suggest choosing a song (or more than 1) before CTB:
Can you imagine CTB while listening to those songs?
Would they encourage you to not turn back?
How would you feel while listening to them?
I asked those questions myself and picked the songs based on those 3 questions.
Thank you very much for the meaningful input! Yeah, you do make some very good points, I will have to think about it.
 
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