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ghkdc529

New Member
Dec 23, 2025
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Are there any drugs that can make a full suspension hanging death less painful? I was thinking of taking the Ativan to help with the panic before hand. I don't want to do this but my health is deteriorating very quickly. Im suffering immensely as it is and I'm facing a much worse fate starving to death in a hospital bed due to my disease so I have the motivation.

Im still scared and I don't have peace with what I have to do. I feel like I need to be very drugged to go through with this.

I have access to morphine, clonazepam, Ativan, diazepam, zoplicone and several antidepressants I have not tried and don't know how they will affect me (duloxetine, mirtazapine, amitriptyline).
 
cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
132
Are you sure you're doing fsh right?
afaik it should only be painful if at all during a couple seconds if you compress the carotids
but if you're trying something else like blocking your lungs it can take minutes before going unconscious
don't really know any drugs to alleviate the pain but i heard liquor can numb you out a bit, and adding padding like a soft towel around your neck your or lubricating the rope with some soap can help your neck
 
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a4001

a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
37
morphine probably would work, any benzo wouldn't be a bad idea either

If you have a substance of choice you could go for one last run during the process.
 
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