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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I feel like flying almost. So many things to say but none to. I don't know what else to say. Just waiting.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Take it easy. Geez
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Take it easy. Geez
i feel i will finish the whole bottle tonight which i just started. in that case it would be a new record. romanian rap songs keep me company too. great songs. relatable.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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i feel i will finish the whole bottle tonight which i just started. in that case it would be a new record. romanian rap songs keep me company too. great songs. relatable.
Maybe save the rest of it for another occasion? Just a suggestion..
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
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I agree with the comment above go easy and stop when your body says it's too much.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
to @ 2 of u , I've tired my best to go sober as much as possible but in the end I can't, alcohol the only thing that is there for me. I need to forget everything to which today in particular I drank more than usual. I won;'t have any hangover tomorrow I know for sure becuase i'M resistant, but, right now I'm really high..
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
to @ 2 of u , I've tired my best to go sober as much as possible but in the end I can't, alcohol the only thing that is there for me. I need to forget everything to which today in particular I drank more than usual. I won;'t have any hangover tomorrow I know for sure becuase i'M resistant, but, right now I'm really high..
Yah i know that feeling. Well like the comment above said to listen to your body when it had enough and go from there. I wish you well
 
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Gordy99

Student
Jan 7, 2022
143
It sounds like you have built up tolerance but should still take it easy. Alcohol used to be something that I craved and then I got the courage to stop. Been sober 5 years now. I'm not judging you by the way...just be careful.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
It sounds like you have built up tolerance but should still take it easy. Alcohol used to be something that I craved and then I got the courage to stop. Been sober 5 years now. I'm not judging you by the way...just be careful.
I try my best, however i was too hurt that i dont know anymore my head is... spinning I guess. Between feelings, emotions, etc. I feel like doing crazy things but im abstaining. like the one of the things i wanted to do before dying

second time i ever tried vodka, I legit felt like i was flying and I was playing a game and speaking with two guys. I remember I couldn't stop shutting up. Then, at one point, feeling nauseous, I sat in bed and fell asleep in a position as if I died. Good times.
 
LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Sounds like my first time drinking which I just recently posted about in another thread lol.

Careful you don't wake up in your own puke.
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,140
I had many drinks too lately but i just hate it to waekup the next day and feeling so bad...
Sending much love!!:heart::heart:
 
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completely-done

completely-done

Experienced
Jan 31, 2022
211
Yikes a bottles of vodka made me vodka. Woke up in vomit. Had no recollection. Wasted my time lol
 

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