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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
I don't want to live, but I can't bring myself to CTB.
 
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MourningHeart

MourningHeart

Oct 26, 2019
82
I don't want to live, but I can't bring myself to CTB.

I really can relate to this. I hope here you can find the answer to your inner desire of what you want, so you overcome the barriere to decide what to do, its a tough struggle.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
If you can't bring yourself to killing yourself, maybe you want to live after all? Maybe your subconscious mind hasn't given up hope yet?
 
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,034
I'm sorry you are in this situation, and likewise, if you are indifferent and hesitate, then it's likely that you aren't really ready to go yet. Anyways, I wish you peace in whatever you decide to do.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Get that feeling.
Dont want to go through the pain of dying but living isn't a good choice either
 

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