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Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

Student
Dec 8, 2025
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Went to reposition my knife in the bedroom, I have a hiding place for it but I was moving it somewhere better, I thought the sheath it was in was locked but turned out it wasn't and I cut the side of my finger on the tip of the knife which then also made me accidentally poke my leg a tiny bit too, got to get a taste of the sharpness for myself.

I'm such a dumbass lol. I've now positioned it somewhere much safer where that can't happen again. I didn't only buy knives due to being suicidal btw, I do actually kind of have a thing for knives outside of that as well.

Took me a little bit to stop the bleeding from my finger and deal with the cut, the leg stab was easier. This made me think about people who self-harm with cuts, I personally find bleeding to be annoying.
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
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Hope you are feeling better now and the wounds heal well

Get some Styrofoam or whatever it's called and put the knife's tip in it. But then it won't fit the sheath... Put some cloth around the knife and tighten it with a rubber band.
 
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