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nox_ghoul

nox_ghoul

Wanderer
Feb 25, 2021
9
I literally don't want to do anything at all. No motivation, no aim or goal, just feel sleepy and tired all day.

I don't feel like talking to anyone and when they do ask me, I hardly even make effort to answer back and mostly monosyllables.

Even when I'm alone, I'm blank. I used to think a lot, but I'm just there like some sort of a dummy.

I don't like doing anything, even lost interest in things I enjoyed doing like reading.

Feel I lost all my creativity too. If anything prompts me to give an answer, I just give up.
Tried to change my habits, but end up doing the same old thing again after a few days.

Even while I'm typing this, I really have to think...

What is wrong with me??
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
You sound like me.

I don't know if I'm just lazy, or if I've given up but I really don't see the point in anything and can't motivate myself to do anything.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
That is what they call the textbook symptoms of "depression."

For me, one of the most painful things is the loss of creativity. I used to take pride in my creativity and wanted to be an author, now such a thing is impossible for me. I also hate the lack of motivation and interest, but even on the rare days where I can muster up some motivation, I still lack any kind of creativity.
 
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nopointofliving

nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
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That is what they call the textbook symptoms of "depression."

For me, one of the most painful things is the loss of creativity. I used to take pride in my creativity and wanted to be an author, now such a thing is impossible for me. I also hate the lack of motivation and interest, but even on the rare days where I can muster up some motivation, I still lack any kind of creativity.
I can relate .... I feel I lost my identity...no point to do anything , there is no point in trying
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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This is basically how I feel too. I have been like that for a lot of my life. I always feel really tired and all I look forward to is sleep. I lack the energy or motivation for anything really. I just don't see the point.
 
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