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theunexpected

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May 8, 2021
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Don't have a life. I'm so ugly and don't want to leave the house, I have no friends or family hardly except my mum, just so many mean people out there, even online. The only person that only does care about me lives too far away I feel like I'm just going mad. I just wish I could die I'm so sick of everything in this twisted world. I shouldn't even be alive. I feel like there's something wrong with me because I never do things like most other people and am just in the house all the time because of trauma bullying and I feel so depressed I don't really have much of a life
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,822
Unmet needs are bad enough without the constant internal and external triggers. Focusing on them or taking them seriously is pouring salt on the wound, I am trying to develop strategies to deal with this but it's kinda tricky ngl.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,946
I know what you mean, this life can certainly be hell. I spend most of my time wishing I was never even born. We do not deserve all this suffering that life gives us.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Hi, pal.
I'm sorry you're dealing with so much.

I didn't have a life for 3 years when I reached my 30s. I just became a NEET but now I have a life again.

Hope you can move on somehow!

Send you lots of good vibes!

Hugs,

Matt
 
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